SOUNDwaves of LIFE.

2008-12-28T20:23:00.004+08:00

Since the new year is coming, might as well I reveal my new link on the 1st of January.
a fresh new start and no more corny URL to boot. ha ha ha.

alright, Happy New Year everyone!
and since there's 12 days of Christmas..
still not late for me to wish Merry Christmas (:

Let's look ahead to 2009.
New beginnings, New challenges, New experiences.
Kind of make you feel pumped up ain't it?

oh, and I won't be replying tags on this blog's tagboard, but no spam please.
(That means you Alif!)
All the best everyone! Stay jubilant :D

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It's not winning in the end that matters,
the journey towards it is always more important.
so never be disappointed that there's no win,
always take losing as a checkpoint of your journey,
for greater success in the future.

have faith, never back down.

2008-12-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

I'll be changing URL very soon, along with a change in my email for those who have my email in their Live Messenger, so yeah. That's all. A quick update!

Have a Merry Christmas to one and all! (:
regardless whether we celebrate it or just celebrate it commercially, so yeah.
Let's look forward to a kick-ass 2009 :D

Hope for those who are overseas touchdown in our warm country safely on the day of their return!

sometimes I wonder why small gestures mean so much in the long run.
thanks for being there for me again. appreciate it a lot! (:

2008-12-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

Being faster means when I come out from the turn in front,
nobody's going to catch me.
-Jeremy Wariner

a truly inspiring athlete.

2008-12-01T21:55:00.001+08:00

Major Update soon, along with Tag Replies,
and info about the URL I'm relinking too and stuff.

It's December people!
Make the best out of this last month of the year (:

2008-11-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM CHALET! :D

hey people! I will talk about the chalet tomorrow? ( or maybe not at all.. :x ) hahaha.
cos kinda too tired to think about it anyway.

well, came to check out my blog's tagboard earlier, and what I read was.. amusing!

there's this anti-nabil that came to tag.
long time no see dude, the last time you tagged was like.. on my birthday? heh. :D

look at what he tagged (:

anti-nabil f**k u la, act involve in alot of sports, hope u die soon

awwwwwwwww! how cute.

firstly ; Why would I want to "act involve" in sports? Hello? What is the benefit for acting of being involved? Dumb shit! I just have some experience in doing some sports. What is your business with that? I just happen to go to some lessons for some sports out of spare time with my friends. You got a problem bro? Then you can go bloody find some sports to take part in.
Some person with a brain you are.

secondly ; Hope I die soon? Well I'll pray to God for whoever you are that don't want to put his/her real name die together on the same freaking day. You should pray for yourself for that you know? No need to be humble and pray for the other party. Pray for yourself too! (:

finally ; THANKS FOR TAGGING :D

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and also thanks to people that tagged to reply that person. hahaha. you people rock (:

thank you guys!
alright, got to go.
takecare all!

2008-11-23T21:03:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating these past few days.
Been kinda busy and stuff, so yeah..
nothing much to update about too.

well, I'm off to Pasir Ris for the Badminton Chalet for the next 2-3days?
will be back by the third day, probably update about it then :D

take care all (:

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Tag Replies ;

SHERLYN (: : hmm, I doubt so, you must have enjoyed THAT part of clingcling at the outing at Sentosa few weeks back.. kekeke.

jodenia : pfft. the war is still on!

Nicole : yeap, class bbq will be held around mid-december (:

jodenia : closes the war with my win! :D

kristie : yeap. life is b-tchy. it can bite you in the arse if you're unlucky. just like what I got the past few days -____-

SHERLYN (: : Hey! (:

Nicole : me pissed? nah, just commenting. ahhaha. thanks for tagging (:

kristie : :D

SAMANTHA.xD : I live by that motto I posted (:

jodenia : nah, I will win anyway (; hi-jodenia! -.-

Shahmi : MEGA MCSPICY FTW!!!

Nicole : well, you should try MegaMcspicy, it will sets your taste buds on fire ;D

Mabel:D : hmm, die liao lah. LOL. anyway, Happy Birthday tomorrow! :D (24/11) !

muhammad : well, I want to see who really go and eat that piece of torture. LOL.

Freddie : it was horrifying D:

SAMANTHA:) : aiyo. we are a group, then you leh? (insert word here) INDIVIDUAL (:

jodenia : yeap. it set mine on fire. LOL. I WON LAHHHHH.

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2008-11-19T21:04:00.005+08:00

Mega McSpicy.
Eat it at your own risk, unless you're the type that love spicy stuff.

this and the next week is a break period for my track training.
while school's track and field training will only probably resume next year (?!)

so yeah, decided to try the Mega McSpicy since there's nothing to lose, not training that hard around this period, gotta indulge myself sometime.
true enough, it was good.

but then..

the effects start to come..
urgh.
I don't want to spoil any fun.
you people got to experience it yourself! (grin)

if possible, get people to video you eating it.
sounds weird I know, but it is a meal to remember. (wink) (;

Try the Mega McSpicy from McDonald's!
but do remember to consume fast food in moderation (:

2008-11-17T20:26:00.003+08:00

When you fall down during life,
there's only two things you can do.

stay down, or get back up.

have faith and never back down.

2008-11-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

I want to vent my anger right now.

:(

but I won't want to be immature.
I need to be appreciative of life even if it's a totally screwed day.

if you people are pissed off at things in life that doesn't go the way you want it to be,
think of the people and the children in poverty-stricken countries,
diseases, lack of food and water..
feel the emotion and the suffering,
the children there are not even living half of our childhood.

be appreciative of life every single time.

I just need to...
have faith and never back down,
pray for a better day tomorrow.

2008-11-16T12:16:00.006+08:00

A free day today, ~~(awesome :D)~~ (SCREWED UP) .

Tag Replies ;

wei : of course cute what, everytime tag one right? hahaha. don't waste tissue paper uh, use your shirt or something (;

honkei : ASSSS D: come for training now! pfft, oh and I thought you meant to not reply your message, not ____'s message. LOL. sorreh.

kristie : hmm correct mah, kristie is an angmoh, angmoh. Angmoh! :D

SHERLYN (: : pfft, my name also long kay. the uncles sexy what. hmm, fine loh. go get your teddy bear instead of the uncles (?) LOL

jodenia : hmm, hi-jodenia x999. take THAT back! :p

kristie : pfft, triple science niaaa. you jiayou also uh, like this kind of angmoh got style? as if manzxzx.

SHERLYN (: : LOL. you like the CLINGCLING part of the gathering don't you... ehhehehe.

Suhaimi : oh yes that's right.

jodenia : o.o, you too jiayou! :D

Nicole : hmm, hope you people can come for the bbq that is in planning now (: thanks for tagging. whooo.

kristie : KRISTIEE!!!! -.- ahhhhh.

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2008-11-15T19:34:00.004+08:00

been busy lately,
composing a new set of songs out of inspiration,
not forgetting the farewell song for BBSS 2e3'08.

gah, it is starting to get frustrating,
even theory work for the songs are getting a bit hard.
lyrics are in the works still.

not forgetting training,
badminton, track,

thank god I stopped my sailing and fencing.
I wonder what would happen to my schedule if I didn't quit.

triathlon time trials are over and done with, I got out of the team to focus on my studies,
even my triath coach told me to stop before I quit after the YOG time trials,
all the best to the peeps that made the cut to train under the YOG Sg Squad! :D
since he know that I have other commitments and it would only get me more tired.

hmm, track-club, finding a different one next month or when the new year starts (?)
I hope so, yeah.

school track and badminton are going on fine,
come to think of it, life is fine now :D
I'm living my current life quite well I guess.

I'll update real soon. see ya all!

2008-11-13T22:12:00.009+08:00

alamak, no time again laa. LOL.
aiyoh, I'll just update about the gathering in one sentence.

2e3'08 (okay lah, some of them only) Gathering
at Palawan Beach, Sentosa on the 11th of November 2008 ,

was FUN :D

alright? ehheh.
I'll try get the pictures from it soon (:
takecare all!

2008-11-13T12:11:00.002+08:00

It's the monsoon season people.
post later again tonight, about the class gathering I had 2 days ago and stuff?
meanwhile, chill out to this song (:

Monsoon - Tokio Hotel

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

2008-11-12T22:44:00.009+08:00

wow, hello.

I will talk about the gathering some other time!
it's kinda late already anyway. :x

sorry guys! ahha.
tag replies will be posted soon! I haven't been replying :x

I'm in 3e4 next year,
those who are in 3e4'09 and is reading this line, just gonna say that,
hope we rock the heck out of the future two years together (:

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kristie.
thanks for reminding me what I've been telling myself
when tough times happened last few months.
have faith, and never back down.
god! it's my blog title and I never remember to follow that.
I'll help and will be there if you need some random and lame (HAHA) person to talk to other than your usual friends eh.
we've been deskpartners for 3 years in primary school already, and we're abit similar eh?

we will be down after tough stuff came crashing down to us, but we'll spring back to our normal selves the next day or even sooner! ahha. hope to meet ya and nicholas and the rest of the peeps soon in the future maybe?
you too jiayou ya!
redcross-er / angmoh-looking / walk-like-model wor!

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have been listening to the radio for a while, and this song is stuck to my head,
David Cook! I want his album! The lyrics of his songs are meaningful.

Light On - David Cook

Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it's late at night you can look inside
You won't feel so alone

2008-11-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

Wow, class outing today,
elaborate on it tomorrow?

HAH, I got buried in sand by those who came. -___-
they made sandcastles on the wrong places I tell you.
and Hazim (was it?) put a boat on my *gasp* area.

oh well, it was fun. HAHAHA.
THE BOAT IS GREEN OKAY.
No Complaints :D
today was fun, sure did made me forget my worries for a while.
thanks to all who came!

2008-11-11T08:10:00.005+08:00

GET LOST.

Inferior?
I'll show you who's inferior to who.
Watch it.

There are a lot of things other than academics.
We'll see who's better in other things.
'nuff said.

2008-11-10T19:09:00.001+08:00

I want to hurl profanities right about now.

Scream - Tokio Hotel

Screwed life much?

2008-11-08T21:04:00.008+08:00

It's one of the days again, where things just go very insecure.
In life, paths lead us to somewhere,

where does mine leading to?

maybe it's just my thinking, random things just come and go.
or maybe it's something that is hinting me to find something, do something,
which ever I don't know.

I need guidance.
I'm lost.
I'm confused.

Maybe I'm just...
too tired, drained, fed-up.
I need rest, plenty of em.

Hopefully, being patient is the key.
I need to take a break.

Break this routine.
Out of this life just for a while.
Rest, peace is what I need.

I need to take a breather,
see life in a different perspective,

be appreciative of what's given.
be appreciative of life.

I guess I'm still too immature.
I will try and try again, to change.
whatever it takes.

For now,
I just need to..
breathe.

cos I'm just too tired.

2008-11-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hello, will blog some other day.
looking for blogskins and stuff,
probably changing the URL too.

that's about it.
tag replies some other day.

takecare all :D

2008-11-05T20:18:00.005+08:00

Yoh.

today was kind of slack I guess.

gym-ed as usual, did squats and deadlifts, worked on pectorals for today.

got home, changed, ate lunch and everything, headed off to Hong Kah CC to watch the friendly match between BBSS and Nan Hua High.

after that, went to eat dinner with DeHao, Yuhui, KunCai and Qihao, then went home.
going to go for a late night run to shed off the dinner, damn oily I tell you.

(and fyi for those people that thinks I look under-nourished (LOL) , I'm not. I'm like 50+ kg ehh. )

wow, it WAS slack for a day. hoho.

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alright, tag replies!

jodenia : tsk! okay lah fine, 2e3 came together cause of fate? I AGREE YEH. (abit only) LOL.

kahwang : hah, obviously I remember you, I tagged you as the BBSS person. hahaha. yeah. takecare too and have a good holiday. Jiayou for your A's next year!

kristie : TSKK, Angmoh lah, easier to say eh. hahha. and WHAT WONDERFUL MEMORIES. Your pinches sibeh pain kay. -_-

kahwang : hah yeap, I was the one. linked you already :D

yuhui : HEH, You play with me CS/WolfTeam or any First-Person-Shooter lor. see who lose. kekeke. at least I'm still trying to improve in Dota kay. LOL. glad you finally updated your blog -.-

Samantha=) : hah, you too jiayou with your netball yeh (:

ivan : yo! :D

kristie : yes kristie? or should I say, ANGMOH. all the best with your life horh, jiayou jiayou :D

SHERLYN (: : HELLO SHERLYN. I agree with Yuhui, your full name sibeh long. LOL. take the role for *ahem* lehhhh. -___-

MABEL:D : awww, FORCE HIM LAH. must disclipine him kay. hahaha. have fun :D (god, I wonder how our this crap will last. HAHAHA)

jodenia : you said my name 3 times, then I shall ; hi-jodenia-hi-jodenia-hi-jodenia-hi-jodenia! HAH FOUR TIMES. TAKE THAT.

done!

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busy day tomorrow,
gym conditioning with club training, physio, badminton training.

enjoy your days ahead guys!

2008-11-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

Keep up the tempo. Just keep up the tempo.

Feel the rhythm in your veins, step it up.

Ready? Ok, Go.

2008-11-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

School Track today, did a long run and that's it I guess?
the run made me feel good about today :D

I hope the rest of the day will be smoothly well for everyone.

Maths Remedial later,
ciao.

2008-11-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

Kristie Tiong
(Primary School Deskpartner for 3 miserable years, yes Kristie, miserable okay) ,
looks like an Angmoh, of any sorts, you name it.
HAHAHA

2008-11-01T21:50:00.011+08:00

October is over.

November is here.

2 more months till the new year, 2009.

cherish the time left, enjoy it, waste it away and let time wither through you,
it's your choice.

hope you people that are having the holidays are enjoying it, take care while doing so yeah (:

Remember the Past, Cherish the Present, Hope for the Future.

because tomorrow's a brand new day, and whatever lies ahead.

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tagbacks

Suhaimi : "Oh yess" my friend. hahaha.

Nicole : woah, control yourself there, there's still quite some time till then.. :D

jodeniaツ : 2e3 came together because of fate? I might agree with you there.. hah.

MABEL:D : MS raped me laaaa D: bad decision to give him to me man. HAHAHA.

SHERLYN(= : wahlaooooo, why no uncles... D: , I won't settle for aunties man. NEVER! dancing ones are ohmygod.

AarON : LOL, when you two are jogging again, tell me ya! I wanna join! if I'm free lah :D

jarED : hey! well, everyone admire each other's specific characteristics, I too admire you uh, with your public speaking skills and presentation skills and all. hahaha. yeah, you will be remembered by me too. I hope for that too :D

junyi : I'll do it some other time (:

SHERLYN(= : eeeee, what LA! D:

jodeniaツ : heh, they're an awesome band :D hah, thanks for tagging!

Nicole : really? o.o, I never catch that movie (was it a movie) , heh.

Samantha=) : -.- , drumstick look like chopstick, wow, who's old here arh?! hahah.

MABEL:D : he's sexy as ever. HAHAHA. okay. he will mess up your room :D

SHERLYN(= : no need to wait lah you. you'll be in it sooner or later anyway. take that, LEH LAH HORH.

kristie : classicals? O____________________o

Samantha=) : hmm, I guess you're the old one until see like that laaaa. hahaha. happy halloween!

MABEL:D : well, he's busy messing up/cleaning your room leh! LOL.

Nicole : hoho, happy halloween too!

2008-10-31T07:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween (:
Hurhurhur.

2008-10-30T10:38:00.004+08:00

Hello!

S.W.A.A Athletics Club Track training today was saddening ):

Zach, Gordon, Kate and the rest are 90% leaving the club to focus on their schooling and their school CCAs, and their schools are like.. in the north to the east of Singapore? Far manzx.

I don't know about me though, I already had thoughts leaving this club, because it's not registered for competitions or something like that? (I don't know the real story, but yeh) , and leaving for another, cos someone told me before that it's interesting and there's a lot of get together there too.

I won't tell the name of the club I'm intending to go to, cos I'm not so sure too. The group's leaving the club by December, sent in the forms already. I filled up mine, thinking of sending it by next week. Coaches are informed, and they supported our decisions (thanks coaches), so there's no going back now. Everything happens very fast uh -.-

Well, going to miss the group for sure, hahaha. We closed our livejournals cos it's pointless anyway, and it's freaking slow, decided just to keep in contact if there's anything over the phone or MSN. Picture-wise, we have a lot in our respective cameras for memories. hohoho.
Thanks people for the fun (:

So yeah, this blog will be the only blog I have now, will be thinking of changing the URL since it's been like this for a year and a half already.

now I just hope I could go for a different club once I left S.W.A.A Athletics, I just can't get enough of the exposure. and hope the proposal Mr Ravi made to BBSS to have a PROPER Track and Field CCA with Coaches and everything will turn out successful, so if I'm not in a external track club, it would still be as fun and tough (:

Soundwaves-of-life.bs.com is the only blog space I have now,
my life, my rantings, my views,
since my other blogs that were supposed to blog about what the blog is made for are no longer existent, I'm gonna post about literally anything HERE!

Maybe once I get a new camera with my savings, I might be uploading pictures taken by me soon. HA! So if you people have anything against what I blog here, please leave (:

alright, maths remedial later,
ciao!
takecare ah people!
tag replies will be posted soon(:

2008-10-29T12:19:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps :D

today's a good day for me, hope it's turning alright for you people? (:

wheee, finally once, training is cancelled! Yayyyy.
free time! :D Hahha.

School Track with Mr Ravi yesterday, had Maths Remedial after that too.
it's a total waste of time. bummer. It clashed with badminton too.

the next remedial is going to clash with the next badminton training also!
WTF!

Gonna plan on doing something during the afternoon later on, see ya people!
but before that,

enjoy this.
press the play button, it's not on automatic by the way.

Fear Of Flying - A Rocket To The Moon

2008-10-27T22:38:00.009+08:00

I suddenly want to jam at a studio again, after a long time.

miss the good ol' days..

I'm in need of a new pair of sticks.

5B Zildjian Drum Sticks! :D
5Bs served me well, I started in Primary 5 learning basic drumming using 5Bs. hoho.
Need to get these babies soon.
Better yet, can anyone get me these? :p

Anyone wanna jam together?
Drummer here! I learn from a music school okay.
I'm willing for any jamming, if I'm free :D

Hmm, I wanna take up piano all of a sudden, I don't know why.
Anyone care to teach? hurhurhur.

not forgetting self-learning guitar too. Acoustic!
Full 6Steel-stringed Guitars hurt my fingers -.-
Wanna learn the normal 3metal ; 3nylon type (!!!)
Recommend some self-learning book titles pleaseee :D

so much things to do over the holidays. I hope I can finish all of em!
not forgetting time trials for YOG! I know I'm damn far from it, but no harm trying right!

takecare all! enjoy the week ahead!

2008-10-27T12:42:00.015+08:00

Happy Deepavali (!!!)
Ahhhh.

on a sidenote, I'm craving for Sugarcult.
here's one. press play, it's not on automatic.

Memory - Sugarcult

So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

2008-10-25T22:40:00.004+08:00

I really wonder, what would happen IF I did went for the transfer of school.

Life always bound to provide you with wondering about the possibilities.

It just sets you thinking, really.

I'm glad I'm not regretting the change of heart.

I guess it's fated to be this way, if I didn't have that change of heart, I might not realise what's worth living for in life, I might ruin the friendships I've tried to built since the beginning and abandon them, and I might be not have this feeling that there is a bond with 2e3, even if it is not as strong now, it is still existent.

2e3'08 rock my day, anytime :D

(even my track club can't beat this kind of welcoming feel, well duh, I'm in e3 longer than I'm in this track club. I got to know friends first from here.)

( sports is just a passion, a hobby, it can never beat friendships made from anywhere. I might know more people from S.W.A.A Athletics, but I swear, the bond just can't beat the friends I have in BBSS, where my life started to change, a phase of growing up, together with them. )

I count myself fortunate.

2008-10-25T14:23:00.005+08:00

Tag Replies;

SHERLYN(= : the uncles are oh-your-tian in what way? they must be damn sexy until you say like that righttt. come on leh. senior citizens y'know? must show respect. appreciate their effort to woo youthful people. LOL.

jodeniaツ : Yoheho-ho-ho-ho. takecare too ya :D

haziqq. : it was a painful 3-4years? I don't wish to elaborate manzx. LOL.

jodeniaツ : hmm, hello deskpartner 2007! hahaha. yep. go with the flow ah! all the best to you too yep!

Calvin : Yo! Must be sentimental maa. hahaha. yeah. hopefully? still the same school anyway :D

MABEL:D : hahaha yeh. thankyou! yep. Crap is my kind of fun :D heh. ALL THE BEST TO YOU TOO AH!

SHERLYN(= : hah. yep yep. you too yeah. all the best! :D

enjoy the weekend people!

2008-10-23T22:54:00.005+08:00

I'll update much longer in this date if I am able to.

today marks the date, where the lessons with e3 has ended.
Sadness is one of the emotions that can simply describe today.

I still remember...

When I stepped foot into Bukit Batok Secondary School, I was a kid with very bad atttitude problems. I'll still forever remember the complaints I ranted to myself for not getting to Gan Eng Seng School,
mainly cos for the track team there and my grades for PSLE ( in which I didn't give a damn to it ) and since BBSS doesn't have a proper track and field CCA. I remember the first ever morning assembly, where I sat beside Aloysius and infront of Qing Shu.

I felt out of place then, because I was the only one from my primary school to be in that class. I looked around and I saw Suhaimi whom I find his face familiar back then, supposedly who was in the same Sunday Muslim School as me (till now too). That was the only familiar face I know then. Orientation for us Secondary Ones started with a long speech by Mrs Kee, which till this date, I still remember. We had activities and a tour then, led by the Prefects. I spoke to Suhaimi and we got to know each other since we already knew each other faces before. When we're gathered into our class, I got to know Hazim, which I talked to since it's quite instinctively for me to know the malay guys in my class first. We had our activities in class, where everyone tried the games that could helped us chill a little bit and know each other a bit more, the Double Whacko game, I still remember, heck, it was the first game played with e3! We then proceeded into decorating our classrooms, and I still remember De Hua, being asked to draw stuff cos he volunteered in doing so. He drew a dragon if I'm not wrong.. and some other random stuff we could think of to finish the task, together. All in all, we gathered back at the old quadrangle back at our old premises, where I got to know Joseph and Calvin cos we sat at the back, then the first day of school was soon over.

I'll stop becoming long-winded before it kills me,
since its quite late at night already.

I will edit this post to make it more suitable, but now, I just want to unleash all my thoughts.

well,
most of us cried at the end of the day.
I am lying if I said I didn't.

e3.

helped me to be a better person, to come out from my stupid kiddish attitude problems.
how?
by realising that it's very hard to find friends that will stick with you through whatever that life had in store.

it woke me up, to stopped being a small irritating arrogant kid, to someone that at least tries to think before he speaks, trying to respect people around him.

I know I have a lot to go until I become 100% better, cos I still have these bad traits within me. nevertheless, 2e3 helped me.

I got to know many friends here. good ones.
sorry for anything that I've caused to make you people unhappy with me.

I'm really sorry. hope you all would forgive me for any grudges you people have against me ya.

I don't know what else to say already..
cos I feel that some things shouldn't be typed here.
it's already too saddening to be here.

Thank You,
2e3'08,
from the bottom of my heart.
You people are loved and remembered by me.
I hope those of you that have things against me, do tell me about it.
I do not want to have anyone to have grudges against me. please.
I'm sorry for anything I've done.
All the best in everything and hope you people have a good end to the year.

see you people again in the next gathering.

takecare all.
thanks again.

2008-10-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

screw the last post man. hahahaha.

I'm alright now. thank you(:

Quite late for me to post right now, but yeah.

Last day with 2e3'08 tomorrow.
You people are a fun bunch. Hope you people make the best out of tomorrow and the years ahead.
despite some disagreements here and there from the start, I guess now, we're fine with each other perhaps?
well, bygones will be bygones and there will always be next year, although we don't see each other more like this year, at least we still can see each other right?

once again, all the best e3'07'08.
I will never forget the friends I made here.

Besides, most people would say that the friends you make during Secondary School are one of the closest bunch that you will remember throughout your life.
Cherish the moment and pray for a better future.

takecare all :D

2008-10-21T22:56:00.005+08:00

"Come on! Wake up!"

nothing to do with things now, but well, random thoughts come and go,
feeling uneasy, I don't know why either ):

I want to be a better person, toward friends, family and well towards myself.
I want to be mentally prepared to face the harsh tides of life.
I want to be there for friends that need help or a listening ear.

[ P/S ; I hope the people that I helped over the past few weeks find my advice useful,
all the best guys (: ]

I've been doing so for long,
but is it enough?

I wonder...

I'm amazed that I'm still sane.

Bad feeling that life gonna come crashing down on me again.

"Am I changing for the better?"

I just don't feel like myself anymore, or at least for now..

till then,
take care all.

2e3'08 will be greatly missed.
you people rock.

thanks for being by my side, once again.
I will return the favour.
I owe you that.

2008-10-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

f**kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

pissed off about things ):

kinda tired to talk about it anyway. next time then.
well, I'm slowly liking badminton training! :D I don't know why either, LOL. maybe start to open up to learn this sport bah? afterall, this is my first CCA in BBSS :D

Tag Replies;

Nicole : hahaha. YO! :D

SHERLYN(= : at least you got see sexy uncles passing by you all right, not forgetting the aunties, but heck. uncles have more appeal you know? LOL. yeh. nice materiallll.

Juz : next time when I'm free yeah? bored? go for a run then! tracker ley. -o-

KATHERINEEE!:D : waaa. go away leh. stick to your livejournal. LOL. fine la you. cheeeeena girl -o- sunday rightt, you, xinyi, felicia, all bully us guys ): , well, comments in livejournal also can like thatttttttt. alright. see you and the rest too. takecare of your ankle yeah (: don't tag so long laaa. walaoeh. see your name ar.. LOL. :D

peace!

how i wish 2e3'08 could be more united now, 3 more days ):
all the best to 2e3'08-ians!

2008-10-19T21:08:00.006+08:00

LOL, today was damn unorganised / fun / weird / just plained messed up.
Yo!

went for the New Balance Real Run'08 today.

the day started off very early. woke up at 3.30 in fact. left the house by 4. met the rest and yadayada.. and then to the start point by 7.30..

and..

MY RACE CHIP GOT MIXED UP WITH GORDON'S. WTHECKZXXXXXXX. -o-
gave up on our personal challenge in the 10km range already cos of it. but ohwell.

it was still fun as ever :D

pictures are posted in my livejournal for the trackmates, if any of you happen to know this blog, if kate got told you all.. Katherine.. you ar.. next training.. keep your eyes open. kekeke. Gordon came up with an awesome plan :D

well, since this is like one bonding run with the trackgang, us guys decided to jog at a leisurely pace after the trail part. Yay. timed using own watch throughout the trail terrain and got 18.11? I think it's 4km, or so the pamphlet says so. hahaha. saw Coach and ran with him halfway, and waited for the girls to reach us. the freaking roadway was hotttt. Li Jun fell after getting pushed by some inconsiderate uncle? what the. helped her up, the group then ran together? A group of 10-20 people strolling/jogging together? hahaha. talked throughout. got a few inside jokes too.

" EH KATHERINE, WHAT MEEHHHLEY. YOU CHEEEEEEEEEENAAAAA ! -o-" !!!

THEN YOU GORDON! think what. wear tights like the uncles that slapped us in the arse very sexy ah! let's see whether you get tan lines cos of it. wakakaka. "

and since my track club got alot of people I don't know much due to the age difference, I only got to know the same age range like Gordon, Zach and the rest, I made some friends that are in polytechnic and JC too. hmm, let me remember what are some of the names..

ohyeaaaaa. Shaun, Ruth, Fariz, Stella.. some others I think? about 8-10 of them that came with us actually? not so sure too. they looked like they had fun among themselves. Thanks Coach Kenneth and Coach David for running with us! and introducing them to us too. Stay sexy during races arh! hahaha.

the goodie bag given was.. unexpected.
I'm not supporting the whatever brand that supplied the energy bars. It freaking gave me a hard time in the toilet manzx. Zachary will know what I'm talking about. his noises and cubicle is just beside mine LOLLL. the bag gotten from the pack got a tear! D: shirt's nice, same design as last year's, just different colour for a change. hurhur.

well, the rest of the day was spent with going for Thanawi, resting at home, practicing DotA, looking for running kakis over at forums, and selected my subject combinations too. needa wait for 10 novemberrrrrr for the results.

well, this week going to be a sad one. last week as 2e3'08. but our existence still present now? I don't feel the '2e3'08!!!' hype anymore. ):

well, all goes to the best I hope..

till then,
takecare people (:

2008-10-18T18:44:00.007+08:00

holy.

training with the gang + conditioning at the gym.
new gym gloves wasn't a waste of money after all!

did some stuff with farhan and hazim after that.
went home.

now I'm shagged like crap.
need to loosen later tonight, gonna go for a slow run maybe?

need to be at least 60% fine to run the New Balance Real Run'08 tomorrow.
gonna meet trackmates (running kakis) and coach tomorrow, freakin early in the morning.
but thanks coach for driving us there! hopefully you don't have anything in mind after the run. please. hurhur. the goodie bag given out tomorrow will be rather generous? LOL. nice tee design eh.

after tomorrow, one more run finished to add into my running log for 2008!
next year's gonna be much more. hohoho.
not forgetting the run at the end of this year. Standard Chartered Marathon 2008!
finally I'm old enough to run in the 10k category. wheee.

alright. gotta go off now. bye :D

Tag Replies ;

js: LOL. my friend is ur.. crazy one. =x hah, thanks. you too jiayou with life. jiayou for badminton too :D

Xueting: wow. you were here? hah. thanks for the birthday present few days ago by the way! :D

jodeniaツ: what the.. o.o, that was a mouthful. hahaha. thanks for tagging ya! oh ya. by the way. hi.

bye!

2008-10-17T21:41:00.007+08:00

OHMYGOD.

got a message from kate, and what the? told me she found out my blog, and there.
my tagboard was spammed? (okay not so laa)

she's lucky she never live in any part in the west of Singapore. North zone person eh? basket. hurhur. KATE YOU WATCH OUT AR! -o-"

HOWW! okay. if you people read her (freakishly hyper) tags, I'll admit, I got another blog/space/whatever for pictures of track and other daily happenings. well yeah. since I make this blog just for other passerby-s and secondary and primary school friends alike, decided to make a livejournal for my track friends since they're most of them are using livejournal.

well, can't tell you the livejournal url. cos it's locked to public viewers and you're just wasting your time since you can't view anything right. hahaha.

well, since I'm here, might as well reply to tags(:

Tag Replies ;

Freddie : okay. relink ya when I edit my template and stuff :D

kristie : EEEEE. I SAW YOU THAT DAY. FUHUA SCARED LE LOR! LOL. yeah. that's the guy.

SHERLYN(= : Y O H O H O !

Samantha=) : hmm, rojak dance arh.. like that lor. LOL.

kristie : eee, i don't miss you leh. how? HAHA. joking la. sitting partner for don't know how long already. -o-

SHERLYN(= : ohh, the new balance run eh? I'm involved if you're talking about that one. hah.

NICOLE : o.o, super mad nicole eh? ohmygod. hahaha.

x - M A Y A : woh, it's Maya siaa!

jodeniaツ : hmm, okay. hello. LOL.

MABEL:D : hah, you too yeah. all the best!

Nicole : thanks for tagging ya!

SHERLYN(= : updating ley. hohoho.

KATHERINEEE!:D : HOW YOU FIND OUT EH?!? fine, since you tag the longest among my tag replies for this post, I'm gonna reply yours the longest too? be thankful! LOL. can't say anything about that, you're smart? I'd rather phrase it as "how the hell did you find out about my blogspot" smart. yeah. livejournal is fun! neat too. well yeah. people visiting here won't want to see track pictures mahh. especially your face man! HAHA. joking! not saying you're ugly! cos you're obviously not? HAHAHA. don't pinch me next training! I won't forget! I'll prepare myself if there would be any tear man! tell that to randy too! hahaha. okayokay, you rock. but hope this is your LAST visit too! LOL. see you!

--

fine! I did what kate told me to do, so KATE, IF YOU SEE THIS REPLY, THEN BE HAPPY! I did what you told me to! I did went to my blog to read your LONG tags, and I replied LONG too. so yeah. be happy! LOL. and I meant about the stuff you're going through now. tell me if there's anything ya. you helped me already. time to return the favour. see. I ROCK also! hah. joking.

okay people, other than my recurring war against my friend, KATHERINE (insert the rest of name, I dunch know how to spelllx . HAHA), she's my trackclub friend.

life's been quite smooth sailing with some stuff, both good and bad. well, I find that training with friends or just plain having fun takes the mind off thinking of such unhappy things. so yeah.. year's gonna come to an end.. last day with 2e3 is going to come soon too.

okay. update soon, need to get ready for abit of training tomorrow maybe so I can be able to tahan the run I'm going this Sunday!
see you all!

2008-10-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

proper post - POSTPONED

heh. no mood to post anything proper now?

anyway, coach texted my PBs (Personal Bests) and my progress since I switched to Middle-Distance from Long-Distance.

sweeet. 400m - 56.1sec
1500m - 4min 58.40sec

bleddy hell. Zach (Zachary) hit a freakin 52+sec for 400m?
bugger. middle-distancer all along.

and I suddenly remembered what happened yesterday. HAHAHA. Randy's pants. not forgetting mine too. LOL. idk whether the trackers know this blog but heck, put here for memory? LOL. was enjoyable yesterday though. had training in the afternoon, was introduced to some drills, TIRING ones.

trip after training was fun. had a talk with Katherine and Randy. Motivational ley.

"No need to prove by talking and convincing people that you're better when you're intimidated, just show and prove it" -

well, this statement affects life a lot. make sense eh!

thanks Kate and Ran for the chat. Sad you people don't live in the west zone uh.

gonna shave off some more seconds during this off-season for track. besides, I just switched from Long Distance.

and there's plenty of distance-running involved with BBSS Track with Mr Ravi though. hoho.

not forgetting stamina-training and what nots for BBSS Badminton.

heck, I might start to like Badminton after all. (Yay?)

tag replies, proper post, whatever, over the weekend? yeahh.
see you all!

thanks people for the help, we can help each other man! in both life and track. hurhur. I met good people in a group of (too-many-to-count).

although you people may not read this, just gonna keep it here for good sake (:

thanks ran for the fun we had yesterday training. we buy each other new running tights uh! since both of ours got torn. hahaha.

thanks zach for showing me that anything is possible. you bugger I tell you. next few months I will try to match you man! :D

thanks kate for the talk with randy together, and the "another chat" later that day. hurr. hahaha. don't worry. you want a bronze tan? this bangla is expert at it, except.. too over the limit already. HAHAHA.

life is fun, when you put your mind off every stressful situation, even though it's just for the day.
I will forever remember the times, even when I might leave this club for another one, heck, you guys are gonna follow me what! HAHA :D

2008-10-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

wah.

saturday was a brrr.

training was hell.
gym was even more hell.

coach noted that I have a very thin lower body as compared to my upper.
like d'uh? I've been into long mileage running since like ever. but now? nahhh.
so.. yeah.. need to work on it, don't want to be regarded as 'chicken legs' if that would happen. I hope not. hahaha.

I should be happy that Mr Ravi didn't do much for training in BBSS Track maaan.
no, I should be VERY happy.

racer's sole came off. need a new pair. any recommendations?

---

anyway, results was yesterday. was satisfied for the subjects other than...

you know it,

Mathematics.
Science.

careless all the way. cause me a effin pathetic score for both of em. if only I was more cautious. heck. no use being hyped about whatever that happened.

just hope for the best.
maybeeeeee, I can make to Add Math, just maybe. hope for the best bah.
if I don't, then.. it is just my luck since it was my doing to get these kind of shit results.

so yeah. hopefully I can appeal to get Add Math or something.
feeling shagged to blog about it.
will do it soon.

proper post in the next.
till then,
take care people.

2008-10-08T19:07:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies ;

SHERLYN(= : hah. thanks? nikedunks eh!

kristie : what the. you lor. 3 flowers. hahaha.

NIC♥LE : maths was doable. science was harsh. tomorrow results eh?

- Lalitha : hey, will change your link later :D

MABEL:D : heyhey. my replies are si-beh late. so.. all the best for results ba? LOL.

kristie : doo + fus = doofus. I GET IT LA DEI! LOL.

anti nabil : read the reply on 1st oct, but hey, since you hate me, why bother? scram.

kristie : what! siao arh! LOL.

jodeniaツ : lol, okay. since the objective of them coming here is to insult me, might as well reply to them nicely mah. LOL.

kristie : wahlao! your link to that scares the shit out of me man! and that's your flower la. LOL. your fans. HAHAHA.

MABEL:D : hey. thanks for the wish ya. but don't say dino leh. feel so old. LOL.

Suhaimi : okayokay fine. won't sabo you. also not my problem if you got disturbed by other people ah. LOL. thanks for the wish ya.

i am stlr{: : whaaat, don't underestimate the taichi moves okay. improve health somemore!

jodeniaツ : feels like I got older by another decade. LOL. thanks.

SHERLYN(= : that 'coward' want put my name inside his "name" mah. let it be lor. hahaha. reach highest pitch can choke arh. solly. LOL.

i am stlr{: : mnm, the dance is rejuvenating. LOL.

Qingshu : Yo!

jodeniaツ : what the. wah. I so young ah. thank you arh. LOL.

Fidah: lol.. okay... thanks.

kristie : what gay! basket. I ask the flowers go ask you out then you know arh! LOL.

Xueting : LOL.. what the... you arh...

i am stlr{: : they can combine one okay. rojak dance bah. sexy lor. LOL.

Suhaimi : changed :D

Juz : like I don't remember you. CHUA SHAN JING.

NIC♥LE : outing fun right. you all never get bit by a dog. LOL.

x - M A Y A : maya arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

kristie : you cheekohpei la dei! LOL.

Juz : basket. you put my name in your blog first one okay.

jANET : yo! can give me some of your interest in badminton mah. please? LOL.

okay. finally done!
ciao!

2008-10-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

SHAN JING

good friend.
same primary school.
same secondary school.
same cca.
very tanned fella. HAHA.

"shoot me, I was told to do this." HAHAHA.

a long list of tag replies next post!

aching. got bit by a dog. damn you LEONARD. (Dog's Name :D )

2008-10-02T20:44:00.001+08:00

- post draft for 2nd Oct 2008, it will be posted later, tomorrow maybe,
- date saved (:

- and, thanks to all that wished me 'Happy Birthday'. Appreciate it much :D

another year where parents forget it's my day today..

2008-10-01T18:15:00.005+08:00

to some person who do not wish to reveal his/her name and use the name,
ANTI NABIL.

well, look at what he/she tagged, shall we? :D

anti nabil i hate you.i hate ur face.u tink u handsome?go die.ur attitude sux.dont act lyk some pro.u shuld luk into the mirror.

My Reply;

Hello there, thanks for tagging ya :D , hmm, hate my face, hate me for all I care. I know I'm not handsome or whatever shit you call it, and I know my attitude sucks. I'm trying hard to change my attitude and be for the better, and who's acting like a "pro"? I'm not, I'm not even good in much things. heck, you should look into my studies yah. hmm, then most probably you're gonna say that I'm acting like a "pro" in sports? hmm.. I just have a passion for it, and I love doing what I like to do, so heck.. who wouldn't want to be good in something they like to do in? I'm not even trying to act "pro" or whatever you may call it please. Know me better and then criticise me, unless you know me well in the first place, if you do.

Please state your name before giving any comments.
unless the name your parents gave ya IS AntiNabil, then wow.
thanks for having a "Nabil" in your name man! :D

oh, and.. if you comment that my attitude sucks, then tell me how the hell can I improve on that? rather than telling me to look into the mirror, which is absurd, cos it won't do anything? I'll just look into my reflection, an ugly face and all, so heck? what would it do? hope you read this and reply again too :D thanks for tagging (:

--

update later again, this fella just used up my post for today, so yah.
will come out with something again later soon :D.

takecare people!

2008-09-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hey all! :D

science today was shit.
urgh. I refuse to elaborate!
hahaha.

but on the brightside,
the exams are "un"officially over!

left with

HomeEconomics / Design and Technology
Art

but heck, who gives a damn? maybe some of you, but not me! :p

after everything is over, it's playtime.
but heck, before the results I meant. mnm :X

class chalet will turn out fine, hopefully.

yeah. so that's basically it.

oh, and I'm using some of my money to get a PSP too. :D
to help me through the boredom during trips to training during holidays,
+ bbss badminton training too, not forgetting bbss 'track'.
and the boredom of staying at home if there's nothing to do.

hmm, nothing else for me to say then.

to all Muslims out there;
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! Maaf Zahir dan Batin :D

bye people!
say hello to October :D

2008-09-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

relieved and alive :D

hey people!
was pretty glad that I was able to do the Maths Exam today!
it was surprising though,

worst case scenario; a F9? a C6?

I just hope that I can get the 60+ :/
hmm, well. at least I gave the paper my best.
that's enough for me.

alright. science tomorrow.

all the best people!

2008-09-28T22:26:00.004+08:00

still mugging, feeling lifeless.

confidence hit rockbottom,
after remembering what MsLim told me when I got back my SA1 Results.

heck, I don't care anymore.
I'll guess I'll get a F9 for it.. again..

my effort will be put to waste,
I'm sure of it..

mental blocks ruin even the slightest chance,
and putting hardwork to waste.

bye people.

judgement's tomorrow.

2008-09-28T13:25:00.004+08:00

oh crap,

I'm losing it.
lethargic, nauseous, altogether.

but ohwell, the mugging of maths is not overr!
ace-learning is my friend. hurhur.
number one stop for maths practice on the net (;
LOL. okay. I'm really losing it. hahaha.

can't study properly yesterday night, like about 10pm onwards?
family kept watching the F1 singaporeGP qualifying rounds?

seriously, what's the commotion over having our country holding the "World's First Night Race". And I for sure bet there are a lot of people out there that share the same point of view as me. what's the big deal? If you are going to watch the grand prix with your very eyes at MarinaBay Street Circuit, you still have to waste $2 on earplugs, those who didn't, then.. you must be deaf already.

just stay at home and watch the damned thing on television, since the live feed also show the view from the driver's seat, unless you people are die-hard fans from the start you knew about F1 and I'm not talking about knowing it NOW, then there's no reason for you to be so.. "up and about" about it.

okay, guess I shut my trap now,
to prevent any flamming in my tagboard regarding the thing. LOL.

bye people!
and to bbss and to 2e3, ALL THE BEST FOR THE REST OF THE EXAMS AHHHHH.
Just hold on and persist! :D

2008-09-27T15:53:00.004+08:00

Helloooooo.

midway through mugging of maths (:
I'm barely alive. hahha.
can doze off anytime now.
can't drink anything to keep me awake, since I'm fasting? hurhur.

I don't know why, Avenged Sevenfold songs seem to keep me awake to persist through the mugging sessions. and speaking about them..

they're coming to Singapore on the 24th of October.
Rocking out at Max Pavillion.

hah. random info. MyChemicalRomance played there last year. heh.

anyone know any Indie bands? Indie Rock, whatever. been starting to like the genre since quite a while back. recommend me ya! :D if you guys know zilch about it, do check it up. expand your music preferences. hahaha.

alright, bye !

2008-09-27T07:30:00.004+08:00

It's about 7.30 in the morning now.
exactly 2 days away from the Mathematics SA2.

probably we would be preparing to start the Paper, 2 days from now.

Monday. 29th September 2008.
A test of whether my hard work will pay off,
or go down the drain, due to carelessness.

Intensive Mugging started on the stroke of midnight yesterday / early in the morning.
Feeling lethargic, and I'm fasting.
Persist...

bye people (:

and before I leave,

Tag Replies;
Firzy : hey. who are you? anyway, thanks for the comment and tag :D

x - M A Y A : LOL, I know I know. hurhur.

Shahmi : heys, lol. wikipedia provide universal information huh. hahaha. yeah, lookin for these 2 pairs.

SHERLYN(= : hello. yeah. mother tongue paper down too. wheeee.

jodeniaツ : hah. I'm chilling, that's just a way of venting my anger, LOL. yeah. all the best.

seeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2008-09-26T19:39:00.001+08:00

Indie Music is the Genre to go.
Independent Music !
It doesn't deserve to go mainstream,
the music is just too good. ;D

2008-09-26T15:19:00.004+08:00

Hey.

Mother Tongue paper. DOWN !

2 more Major Papers left.

Maths
Science

Home Economics and Art can be regarded as.. less important subjects? and I wish art isn't graded at all. why the hell it's a subject in the first place? the marking falls on the appreciation of the teacher, whether he/she likes it or not. it's damn subjective I tell you !
I don't know why.. I just want the mathematics exam to finish and get over it..
but heck.. not enough practice yet..

I kept dozing off while practicing maths now.
maybe cause I'm tired during my fasting?
I don't know. and I wish I could be much more focused in doing my work.

arghh. boooo. :(

I need to get a 63 in SA2 to get a pass !
damn. and with my kind of standard, it would be highly unlikelyyyy.

argh, mind's taking a whirl.
see you all. got to go do my work again.

will reply tags right after maths and science exams are over?
or when I feel like it. hah.

ciao.

2008-09-25T20:47:00.007+08:00

Hello people ! :D

came to post,
mother tongue paper is tomorrow,
nothing to read about anyway.
MdmMastuty told us to read through and remember the letter format and stuff.
done that, so yeah. went to do some random stuff.. looking up news lately.

had fun after Geography Paper today.
thanks for the company guys, you-know-who-you-guys-are.
hahahaha.

well, this could be the final day of fun I'm gonna enjoy before Mathematics Exam.
yeah.
Intensive Practice starts tomorrow!
all the best to me. =x

well, not forgetting all the others that are busy mugging too.
and to those who are taking the big 'O's !

hmm, what to talk about..
oh yeah.
Geography Paper today (:
another paper down ! woohoo.

the paper was pretty alright, I guess.
glad that I got my facts correct, no carelessness.
now it's just a matter of whether I answered in the wrong manner or just plain don't know, since there's is so much to remember, and most of the stuff I tried to memorise..
turns out to be a 1-mark / 2-mark question. heck !

but to be pretty frank, it did help alot in the other questions that are relevant though.
all the best to all that took the paper earlier today then (:

which leaves me with...

Mother Tongue
Maths
Science

Home Economics
Art

Weeee. I can shamelessly say that we're just left with 3 IMPORTANT papers then? hahha.
cos.. Home Economics and Art.. hmm.
Home Economics is just a 1 hour paper. and Art.. doesn't involve much thinking, because our preparatory work that we are required to do would mostly aid us in doing the paper.

then.. it's over ! *throws confetti*

read some posts for my blog that were long ago.

I had forgotten that my class, 2e3, got best in class for camp, cross-country, and other stuff..
hais. I wonder what happened? I'm still clueless about it. Bet there are those who are feeling this way too.

-------------------------------------------------

and I also read my older posts, about my life.
(don't bother to read about it, I removed my archives. )

gosh, how much time I wasted onto doing non-productive work last year.
playing, playing, and more playing, and.. just ranting.

I really wanna thank the disciplines taught in my sporting clubs
that I started joining at the end of year of 2007 to the beginning of 2008 until now.
It taught me how to be a better person, trying to conceal my thoughts for the sake of others.
being respectful, and being mindful of our words.
although I'm in no position of saying I have those characteristics,
nevertheless, I would still try to change to be a better person (:

I can say that.. from Dec 2007 onwards, life rocked,
but of course, a major and minor setbacks every now and then.
wish life will go on like this, it's just a matter of how the person would want
to live his/her life towards their life journey.

in my case, I'm 100% willing to do so :D

hahaha, alright, enough of me.
guess I gotta go back to my work now.

see ya people ! takecare yeah !

2008-09-24T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hey people :D

ignore the post yesterday yeah.
just wanted to vent my anger, that's all.

hmm,

~~English and Literature~~ down.

left with...

Geography.
Mother Tongue
Mathematics
Science
Home Economics
Art

and then it's over !

can't believe that it's going through the halfway mark !
it's freaking fast uh.. and I will dread over mathematics and science.
I'm sure of it..

already planned a last-minute intensive practicing over the weekend.
yeah. and hopefully,

I would be able to drink enough caffeine to keep me awake from sunday night all the way to the end of maths exam, which is by monday morning. heh.

it's dangerous to my health, but one day won't kill.
besides. once fasting is over,

gotta get back my fitness then,
need to head back to the gym.
I'm sick of people thinking that ALL skinny people are very weak.

look at Aaron.
his pull-ups are awesome yo !

yeah. revising my geog mindmaps through online. so yeah. nothing much.
being online doesn't kill you over the exam period.
at least I'm doing something productive here.
hehh.

alright. nothing else for me to update.
tag replies after every exam is over,
heck. not much tags to reply anyway (:

so yeah.
all the best for the remaining papers everyone !
and to those who are just starting their papers tomorrow !
all the best !

BLACK OUT !

2008-09-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

...

nice racist remarks, asshole.

black? white?
why is there a need to be stereotyped?
we're ultimately human beings at the end of it.
and it's not like I insult your race in the first place,
why would I want to anyway,
I have no problems.
insulting you instead?
please.
I have my precious time, thankyou.

and fyi,
I'm proud to be who I am,
and if the people around me have no problem about any racial traits that we possess,
why would I bother your fu*king comments.
there's no need for a scumbag like you to insult me like trash.

cheap faggot.
get a life.
you have a life?

OH REALLY.

come on,
get a REAL life.
motherf*cker.

2008-09-22T20:51:00.009+08:00

Hey!

okayokay.

I know I should be studying for exams,
but don't kill me !

I'm using the computer for revision and note-making okay !

honest!

and I did grammar crap until I got bored?
went to look through some track stuff.. and..

I saw this..
CHIO RIGHT !!!
anyone saw this pair for sale in any bloody place in Singapore?!

TELL ME YA ! :D

It's called "Nike Zoom Powercat" if I'm not wrong.
Do, do, do AND do leave a tag if you seen this in any shop ya !

thanks !

and here's another very pretty-looking but deadly pair..

Asics Hyper-MD !
"designed for multi-events"

nice right?!?!

but it's kinda hard to find Asics Spikes here though,
other than going to their Wholesaler Boutique at Henderson Road..

anyone know where?

Tried finding spikes in queensway not too long back, like a few weeks ago.
but can't find a shop?
maybe I overlooked the place..
ohwell.

my current asics Japan Lite-ning died a week back .. T.T

After exams, got to get a lot of stuff uh.

anyone got "lobang" for work not?
my "dishwasher" job is seriously irregular -.-

Coach - Mr.Tan gave me a training programme to follow over the holidays after training and any other things.

other than that,
there is BBSS Track so-called training by Mr Ravi,
and there's BBSS Badminton Training too.
holidays huh? ~.~

leave a tag to comment about it ya :D
greatly appreciate it.

anything below 1km - Sprint.
Rest the time given ONLY after every interval is done.
No rest in between sets.

Monday

1. Warm‑up: 1.6km Run

2. Flexibility exercises

3. 2 x 600m rest 15 minutes

4. 3 x 300m rest 1 minute

5. 3 x 300m rest 5 minutes

6. Cool down: 1.6km Run

7. Weights

Tuesday

1 . Warm‑up: 1.6km Run

2. Flexibility exercises

3. 10 x 200 Rest 3 minutes

4. 6 x 150 fartlek runs

5. Cool down: 1.6km Run

Wednesday

1. Warm‑up: 1.6km Run

2. Flexibility exercises

3. 4 x 350 Rest 10 minutes

(50 fast, 50 relaxed, 200 stead-fast, 50-all out )

4. 3 x 200 Rest 3 minutes

5. Cool down: 1.6km Run

6. Weights

Thursday

1 . Warm‑up: 1.5km Run

2. Flexibility exercises

3. 600‑400‑200‑400‑600 (Interval Training) r

rest 5 minutes after everything is done.

4. 6 x 100 strides rest 1 minute

5. Cool down: 1.6km Run

Friday

1 . Warm‑up: 800m (Goal Speed)

2. Flexibility Exercises

3. 3.2km Run (Recorded Timing)

4. Weights

Saturday Encouraged to do 4-6km Runs (Goal Speed)

Sunday 20 Minutes Fartlek - Hill Climbs (Sprints)

this training discipline and gym conditioning,
and there is ANOTHER training programme implemented too.
this is just a draft my coach gave me.

hopefully all goes well (:

Alright, See ya!
All the best for Exams people !

2008-09-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

sweeeeeeeeeeeet.

my prayer got answered !

triathlon coach just called,
announcing that there will be a intensive training camp over the holidays,

to prepare for the YOG time-trial qualifications.
although we might not stand a good chance though,
but gonna be awesomeeeee.

this sure do motivated me to stay confident and study and
hope that everything will turn out smoothly. woot !

till then people !
blog will be down until I got the mood to post,
which will be very soon,
since I use the computer for revision
eheheh..

takecare all !

2008-09-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

down with a fever from yesterday,
improved though.

now having a heavy headache,

now my thinking is taking a whirl.

it's a rollercoaster ride,

I need a peace of mind..
can I put my thinking off trying to get satisfactory grades? just for a littleeeee bit :-/
crap.

wish there are trainings this month.
can't wait for October to come,
gonna be damn fun.
trainings resume, exams are over. looking forward to it.

currently immune system is at a down,
I don't know why either.
forget to take supplements to recover
- what I lost during my fasting I guess.

But I got to thank coach to let me off track this month though,
to catch up on studies and stuff.
thanks Mr Tan, not forgetting Mr Irwan too :D

I will improve on my PBs, coaches.
I'll make sure of it.
next month onwards.

not forgetting, bbss track, and bbss badminton too (:

till then, gotta do everything that I need.
see ya guys :D

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here,
too many people to Ache over

2008-09-20T20:27:00.006+08:00

#!%^#@

arghh, shit.

I lost trust in a friend.

to that certain someone
(although most probably you won't be able to ever see this),

we've been in the same track club for almost a year,
we came from different schools, from different zones of the country.
yet, every week, we trained as a team, we asked our coaches on how to improve.
we share the same passion for a sport.

I got to know you.
you became one of my close teammates.
then, you asked me for help for something you're facing in life.
I tried my best. it got solved, eventually.

when it's time for me to ask help in return,
you gave me .. what?
shit. (:

ohwell, this could be a passing phase,
hopefully it will get back to normal, eventually.

allthebest to you then.

---------

on a lighter note,

hey people :D

came here to post, since I was using acelearning to do maths just now anyway, and since I was online.. so.. yeah.. itching to post. heh =x

had physiotherapy today.
treatment was harsh arhhhhh.
much painful than last month.
heated my injured back and thigh.

did a musculoskeletal (sp?) scan after.

and a funny note made by the doc,
he said my weight doesn't reflect my body structure.
(laugh out loud)
cos I'm 54.1kg now, and I look like some random underweight.

hahaha, all thanks to..? coach tan's track drills uh.
but look kinda weird, my limbs aren't proportional to my body -.-
they look stick-thin or roughly yo !
gotta do something about it after the exams. heh.
I do not want to be skinny as ever,
screw genetics !
and I'm serious.
up to you to believe my weight anyway,
grab a weighing machine and I'll show you (:

~

anyway, school-wise,
revision's all good.
I just hope my maths will be fruitful to what I'm trying to accomplish now.

2e3's gonna seperate as a (already-seperated) class.
but for those minority that wanna strengthen friendships together,
who want a chalettttt? LOL.
most likely you guys would want to drop the idea. but yeah.
just stating.

wonder who's gonna be in my class next year,
frightening thought to think about though.

and before I forget, and maybe I'm not updating tomorrow.. so..

Happy Advanced Birthday -
Fiona, Sara and Tim !
Enjoy your day tomorrow peeps (:

Tag Replies ;

yuhui: haha, you too yeah. all the best! (:

Juz: Hellooooooooooooooo (:

wei: heh, you too yeah !

jodeniaツ: hooooo. the glue won't work de. heh :p

-

2008-09-15T19:54:00.004+08:00

Yoh !

gonna blog for awhileeee,
got a lot of thoughts going on in my mind lately,
so.. maybe this post could be my "therapy" for my thinking?
hahaha.

and if you all must know, why I've started typing all these "Have Faith" and stuff,
cos that's my mottooooooo, (for now). heh.

I need this kind of assurance that I have an element of faith in life, just giving it my all and just hope it will get better.

Hebrews 11:1
"Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see."

Always look forward to a new beginning, it could be now, it could be later, or maybe it could have already happened,

Just pray and know that everything will come to an end, sooner or later, for better or for worst.

It's bittersweet, really.

Tag Replies;
CaLviN : hmm, maybe? hahahahaha :P

SHERLYN(= : hah, yeahyeah. optimism ! hahaha.

x-MAYA : ARRRRRRR MAYAAAAA AR !

yuhui : LOL, cute laa ! LOL. deleted your "extra" post. ahha.

SAMANTHA=) : Yoh ! all the best for eoys too (:

jodeniaツ : hmmz, ya got glue? if not my hair will continue dropping out. hahaha. all the best !

CaLviN : haha, alrighto ! will try get it from ya (:

SHERLYN(= : heys ! hah, all the best to you too then (:

yuhui : SPIDERMAN ROCKS BABEHHHHHH ! ;D LOL.

done !

BLACK OUT !

2008-09-12T15:35:00.004+08:00

Yoh.

Blog on Hiatusssss :D

until. 6th October. Yeap.
Not so long laa.
I'll still update with tag replies and stuff and some updates,
If I have time to do so. Hahaha.

Going all out now.

for maths, I think I got the hang of the concept and stuff,
just that I don't have much confidence to attempt the questions..
hah. reflection from the trigo test. LOL. but no biggie,

guess my CA2 won't change that much, but at least I know the percentage for Maths.
I need to score at least a 65 , with my other marks for the rest of the terms.

Freaking happy, at least I know this is possible to accomplish, besides, Maths is not in the first week of the exams, it's on 29/9, which is on the monday of the following week after.
more time for me to practice :D , besides, assessment books haven't yet been analysed and completed yet.

first week, not so much of a deal, just have to depend on the memorising and stuff,
main thing's Science and Maths, since they're both double-weightage and I suck at it -.- ,
Maths' the worst, it's a situation of whether I can get A Math.. or not.

Well, at least I know I'm keeping faith that it will put through.
so everyone, work hard together !

Tag Replies;

jodeniaツ : hahaha, yeah. stocking up liao. my type of food during mugging at night. it's pao-energy leh. woot. and no need to pull my hair le laa. it will drop by itself. ha.

SHERLYN(= : lol, those "small" drums are called "toms" uh, . ehehehhe. yeah. keep faith high up ! hahaha.

yuhui : LOL, but you did leh ! so man eh ! hahaha. grats on the silver (again) yeah. and nice sexy phone ;D

kristie : Kristie ! KT ROCKS eh? hahaha. :D yeah. hope to see ya soon. (:

CaLviN : Yo ! hah, thanks for the tag aye, and I just love to support a "country" uh. ;)

jodeniaツ : No need to jiayou laa. I need to jiayou on Mr Confidence-to-do-the-damned-questions can already. hahaha.

MABEL:D : hahaha. yeah. have faith ! hah, thanks for the tag yeah. jiayouu for sa2 AR ! (:

don't know how's the feeling when the last day with 2e3 will come.. so.. yeah.
takecare people.

BLACK OUT !

2008-09-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

okay.

shit. why the hell I'm procrastinating now. AT THIS TIME. RARH !
shit. why the hell I'm losing focus now. SCREW THIS.
shit. WHY THE HELL I'M HAVING FEVER NOW. ARRR.

okay. shit. shit. shit. shit. shit.

maths is important? oh yes. it's important. woo. but well, I suck at it. terribly.
tried to improve, tried to practice,
common test results? a definite WOW. 22 marks careless. woot !

effort - inversely proportional - results.

other subjects? mediocre, mediocre, it's all a matter of memorising and other shit.
I don't care really, and I feel very guilty about it. but heck,
maths the top priority now.

been putting enough time for the rest of the subjects, majority on maths,
won't let it slide it off me now.
2 more weeks. just 2 more weeks.
22 days till Maths Exam though. wow.

procrastination is my sworn enemy -____-
I could have used the time from morning until now, to study maths,
but why I procrastinate?
oh. yeah. there's Mr Fever :D

-----

okay stop. I think i'm gonna go mad typing like that. LOL.
on a lighter note. Term 4's gonna begin, alot of stuff gonna happen in the first week,
performances on HOM and stuff, greaaaaaat. haven't finish doing so. -.- , oh well, gotta do it soon by tomorrow.

all the best to all for their preparations for the exams ! (again)
back to the books now.

BLACK OUT !

2008-09-05T16:18:00.003+08:00

Yohohoho.

As usual, track club training in the morning, and as usual too, it rained -.-
coach had to bring us to the gym which is located at the same usual place to do conditioning.
well, I had to thank the weather. LOL. I could have not perform well if it did not rained anyway.
why? fasting of course. hahaha.

had Friday Prayers after that, bumped into Suhaimi with his bro and Asyraf.
nothing much happened uh..
went home after that and here I am posting after watching some videos to ease my boredom uh.

no mood at all to finish up my homework today.
heck, you can blame me for procrastinating.
but what the hell, DRILLING, DRILLING AND MORE DRILLING.
weather's too melancholic and moody which affected me and I don't know why -.-
no mood at all to go to some place quiet to study..

really desperate to BUCK UP.
boo.
hopefully even if I can't take add math and the subject combination I want to acquire wasn't achieved, hopefully there is a tad of hope still there.

parents also forcing me to drop out of external teams and just have the ccas I have in school.
what the heck.
and just focus on the CCAs I have in BBSS and studies? wow. it's not like I like badminton in the first place.
rah.

I know it's my fault for faring badly in my studies, but heck. at least understand what I'm going through. alot of competitions have just ended and I just starting to settle down, and the track season's over so there isn't any trainings after this week. bah.
I'm determined to study, yet you are wanting to take what I love to do in and put it all away.
that ruined my focus. seriously.

nevermind. will just take this as a few major setbacks in life. just have faith and hope the days that are going to come by are going to be better. That would help :D

hmm, nothing else to mention about.

Tag Replies
SHERLYN(= : hmm, proud le horh? hah, do other good deeds, don't do this kind of "GOOD DEEDS" EH ! hahaha.

jodeniaツ : Pao rocks horh. YESS. Pao is nice :D too bad now fasting uh. only can feast on em at night. ahha.

SHERLYN(= : okay. CHILL ! CHILL ARH ! No need to scream wildly. just a picture of dismantled drums in a studio with chilly ambience. ha. those drums over there? meet the "toms' LOL. if you understand uh, hah.

Fidah : Yaya.. september liaoo. and that mat's pink, not orange -.- , it's the lighting that make it look like only laa.

woot. done !

2008-09-04T13:43:00.003+08:00

Woah,

I finally did it. Hard for me to say it but..
I stopped playing for Death Casualty.
It was formed with me being the youngest in the band few years back,
was first taught then, out of fun actually, hah, then started going for lessons and stuff.

the life then was great.
disbanded early this year, but later was formed again, heck, we needed fun.
(although all of em don't know I have this blog, LOL. but still,
wanna say thanks to all that guided me through and let me have an own sense of love for music,
live, breathe music :D

thanks the peeps back at the studio, like..
Rashid, Dylan, Darren, Kenny, Ian and the likes.
The band can't really be regarded as a band though, since hell lot of people just got together and figure out who gonna jam then? hah.

heck, gonna miss this. the ambience of the studio and all. hah.
now, just gonna focus on my studies and sports or whatever,
taking up and really focusing on guitar after exams.
time flies. it really does.

tag replies in the next post.
byepeople :D

2008-09-03T11:49:00.007+08:00

Hmm, first things first,

I got,
sabo-ed / nominated (?) LOL.
(AIYOH, HOWEVER YOU PHRASE IT ! )
by Sherlyn to do this -.-
anyway, "thanks" for doing a GOOD DEED eh? hahaha.
hmm, okay lah. really thanks bah?
give me the chance to see more triangles.
LOL.

Rules for the award ; (WHAT THE HECK, IT'S AN AWARD ! )
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs.
4. Add links to these blogs on your blog
5. Leave a message for them on your blog.

okay. I leave this to anyone who want to do this award or whatsoever.
sorry, couldn't care any much less really. LOL.

"Brilliante Weblog Premio-2008"

woh, catchy ! Brilliante, Weblog, Premio ! -.-

--------------------

I might post again later, got something to show. LOL. something that I stumbled upon when I was walking around aimlessly after I did my revision and stuff yesterday at the library.

Tag Replies ;

haqs : hey ! you too, all the best for your 'O's :D

SHERLYN(= : I knew it. your blog got some evil aura, and THERE, I DID IT ! hohoho.

jodeniaツ : haha, alright. you too yeah. time flies. x.x it's already a year since my "Pao-Craze" . >:D hahaha.

SHERLYN(= : okay. FINE ! Thank You for doing a GOOOD DEEDD ! hah, thanks for the tag (:

done. off to revision and other stuff then.
enjoy the week-break for those who are having it? hah. yeahh.
over and out ! Takecare people !
3rd Day of Fasting, and counting :D

2008-09-01T21:47:00.007+08:00

hey peeps !

1st day of fasting month.
didn't turn out so good.
don't wanna elaborate on the day.
lazyyyyy.

and one more thing ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA SHENG,
GORDON
AND XINYI !

wow, i know 3 people that have the birthday on the same date?! LOL. coool. :D
hah. sian. been thinking after jammed with peeps.
being a drummer sucks -.- , your practice was never appreciated,
always criticised for.. *thank god that no one from my band knows my blog. LOL*
and people always say that drummers are noisy bunch of ppl -.- ..
whoever give that perspective..

hmm, so after I teach people over the end of year holidays some drumming stuff for them to catch up, wanna stop drumming !
hahaha.
planning to pick up and focus on playing the guitar?
yah. got inspired by my neighbour.
he play awesome yo !

hahaha. oh yeah.
gonna stop using the computer and such from tomorrow onwards?
will try to squeeze time during the night to post and reply tags. hahaha. yeahh.
will start studying at a library tomorrow. hopefully nothing crops up.
if there's anything, drop me a message on my phone ya !
will get back to you as soon as possible !

to end this, I shall tag reply ! hahahaha. LAME. i know. i'm lame. HAHAHA.

Tag Replies !

Mabel : yes mabel? MABEL! MABEL ! MABEL ! hahaha. jiayou for sa2 yah. gosh, i've been repeating this to whole lot of people lately. your blog tagboard's smileys are coooooooool ~ ! :D

Xue Ting : LOL. YO DEPT. MEMBER ! yeah. great job ! :D

Jodenia : LOL. thanks. you too yup, but.. you're not fasting niahhh. hahaha. thanks for tagging yeah ! (:

Js : YO JIA SHENGGGGG. LOL. that was to criticise some auntie at some shop uh. won't wanna explain. haha. happy birthday ya ! thanks for tagging ! :D

Alif : what the hell do you mean. LOL. I just cut my hair lehhh. LOL. choir boy. HAHA.

Sherlyn : haha, can't say anything there. LOL. cos green rockkkk. hahaha. thanks for tagging ya !

woo. end of it. take care peeps.
over and out ! :D

2008-08-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

HeyHey Peopleeeee :D

Happy Teacher's Day eh? hahaha.

Had Teacher's Day Celebration. Did the backstage duty. Yeap.
Now everything's done, kinda missing working with the Teacher's Day Commitee yeah.

Thanks to Admin Dept. for understanding each other's schedules and really thank Yu Sheng and Xue Ting for doing a job well done :D , Will try to make it up to you guys for some of the stuff I didn't able to do yeah? you guys rock :D

Not to forget to mention the rest ! the other depts. ! Deco, Manpower, Performance, and the Chairman(?) Kaizhong? LOL. Job well done guys ! you guys rock eh ! hohoho.
Can't put it anymore simpler.

Will miss working with you guys, yeah?

Maybe this make me wanna stay in the Prefectorial Board and not quit? I don't know.
hahaha.

-alright, after everything's in school were finished, went down to the bus stop with Chhun Hay, helped him find presents for the teachers, then waited for Bing (Feng) , and then we made our way to BVPS? Didn't want to go back actually, just wanna meet up and chat, met alot of people too.

after that, said bye to Alif at the interchange and waited for Bing to board his bus.

I do not want to elaborate on the details in between. LOL.
stupid crap, what kind of service are you giving, at least be friendly alright.
screw you, may you have a bad career.

hmm, well, the week-long break gonna start soooonnnn. and I'm gonna use all of it to practice my Mathhhhhhhhhh. Since it's Ramadhan Month and we Muslims are fasting and all that, I have the time to practice and revise my studies without procrastinating to eat or watch TV or whatever, since the Olympics are over, there are no excuses for me to catch TV shows, other than the News daily.

Gonna mug at some library or something? cannot say mug lah.
Mugging does not work for me. It will result in LMR for me.
p/s : LMR = Low Memory Recall.

Most likely gonna study at Jurong Regional Library? The library back at West Mall is.. heck, bloody small -.-

Hope everyone are able to catch up on their studies and get to their class they want yeah? all the best people :D

hmm, nothing else for me to type.. so.. gonna end it with tag replies then.

Tag Replies ;
Xue Ting : hey ! will link you later yeah. thanks for tagging (:

Muhammad : Yo yo. Yeah, will do. LOL. corrupted lah you all. haha. no lah. I was never offended anyway. (:

Shahmi : LOL, relax there bro. I'm in your case yeah. LOL. stupid crap lah. haha. thanks for sharing . :D

Sherlyn : green okay. rocks okay. hahaha. thanks, you too jiayou in life yeah :D

Fidah : nah, I'll pass on both things. hah.

See ya peeps ! enjoy the weekend !

2008-08-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

LOL. hey people :D

hah. lazy to elaborate what happened for today.. tired uh. hah. and...

for the info of the peeps of 2e3'08, you are a retarded idiot if you believe bullshit from people that I watch porn. what the heck. come on, that's disgusting. -.-

ass la.

I swear, upon my family, upon my religion, upon everything, that

I DO NOT WATCH PORN.

What the fish, and if you ask me why the heck I bother to write about this,
because it goes against my moral values as a human being -.- , wth.

It goes against my values of life. WTF. and cannot believe that there are people that actually believe the bullshit?
okay.
shit.
I hate 2e3'08.

Tag Replies :
I' am who i am :) : LOL. yeahyeah :x I won't know it sooner or later. I know that fact, since the dumb decision I make to step into badminton? LOL. forced to go in by my friend anyway. hahahahaha.
Fidah : Yeah. Green ! hah.
Terence : hey my new friend ! LOL. tagged your blog and linked ya too yeah (:
Jodenia : lol. no problem no problem. only wished that guy would at least know I did something to help you guys out while he's not around -.-
Latifah : I'm not even tensed up -.-
Fidah : funny funny. where got can miss one.. you're a lame senior man. hoho.

2008-08-24T20:57:00.004+08:00

And before I forget,

Happy Birthday, Dear late Grandmum. ('29-07 )
Despite being unable to talk due to your age since I am young,
I sense a loving aura that you possess.
And You're the only grandparent that I've seen since I am born,
And always have been,
Rest in Peace, InsyaAllah.

2008-08-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hello people (:

Surprised to see me update? eh? hahaha. even more surprised to see me finished changing my blogskin after how many donkey-months? hohoho . Yeah. got shocked at my own doing too . hahaha.

well yeah. sunday's boring, cos there's nothing much to do. training are not a usual thing on sundays, well but it gave me sometime to catch up on studying . hah. SA2 is coming soon yeah. hais. all the best to all !
I'm prepared to go into the last express class, cos it's not that easy to score a pass for overall in math. well... I'm gonna give it my all, and see how it goes!

bah, don't kinda like Zach's Adidas Meteor/Titan LD spikes now. cos saw a striking pair of Nike Zoom Matumbo 8D . hahaha.
and Tiffany ! stop pinching Darren during club training laa. his reaction like want to cry leh. hahaha. hah. like as if you're gonna read this. no one from the team know I have a blog . hahaha. only my primary school and secondary school peeps know about it. haha. which is the reason why I make a blog? hah. if not, I'll just stick to plain ol' text messaging and MSN. hah.

hah, realised that external club people are more friendly and more bonded despite me joining late 2007, compared to own 2e3.. sadly to say. no offence to my classmates :x unless you agree with me , that's alright. hahaha. 2 more months left together people. try to make good time of it yeah 8)

missing fencing and hockey right now -.- , but felt that it was the right choice to drop the two sports, to concentrate on my real passionate sport and studies. so yeah.

Tag Replies
Joyce : Hey! Enjoy your two(?) weeks in China yeah. takecare too. thanks for tagging (:
Latifah : okay.. go crazy better mah. -.-
Sherlyn : amazing satisfaction loh. yayyy. changed skin somemore. hohoho.

give me time, and I'll show you.
I have some self-worth.

2008-08-23T13:16:00.002+08:00

Holy shit.

I've finally logged in and gonna post !
LOL.
big achievement for meh currently. hahaha.
well, things been going on alot lately, and it's all kind depends on the mood?
Depressed for a few days, Alright the next? I don't know how to explain it bah.
but just wanna say. The endorphins produced during training or whatever, works ! :D Yayyy.

Hahaha, so yeah. training in the morning sucks. Did the usual stuff? Warm Up, and did jumping drills, sprinting drills, then off to running at the 1500m run kind of pace? Team and Mr Tan (coach) was unhappy about the weather though. It drizzled kinda badly in the early morning of the day, made the track very wet and stuff. luckily we brought our spikes along.
heck lah. I seriously want Zach's spikessss -.- Adidas Meteor LD ! and it's in shiny silver colourrrrrr. Oxygen during training then was kinda rough though. Can't stride well.. boo..

woah, just realised, this the first time I posted something about my trainings in external clubs. LOLL.. Besides, my teammates don't know about my blog anyway, only talk through MSN and through text messaging. hahaha.

well, this blog is just typing plain boring ass that happens in school and stuff.
don't wanna post about stuff going on for me externally out of school, in case some usual people tag insults in my tagboard, saying i'm arrogant lah, or whatever.
I know I have some bad character, and I vowed to change.

ohwell, that reminds me. triath training is on a break now. luckily. hahaha. until end of october? yeah. track club training is well, just kinda not in synch with the days and such. just random trainings to keep us conditioned. great that coach gave a one month break to prepare for the final-year ends. hahaha. Melvin and the rest must be pleased, since they got their O Levels to prepare.
Amazing that they can handle when the crucial times is about now already. hmm, remembered him mentioning about there's no way his passion of track and field gonna die even when there are important exams are coming. Ha, All the best !

hmms, school-wise, kinda okay. I'm slowly enjoying math, despite the common test result. LOL. kinda motivated me as well though, cos my CA2 isn't that horrid, compared to a crappy ol' F9 -.- ..
ohwell, gotta study hard. All the best to those that are having their exams soon yeah (:

LOL, 1 month full of due tag replies. hahaha. sorry people.

Tag Replies. (LOL,Sorry again peeps. hoho)
Sherlyn : Blog's dying anyway. Irregular posting is enough for me. hahaha.
Jodenia : rawr, lazy ah ! hohoho.
Fidah : Lol.. must be boredom? ha.
Nabil-Hater : hoho. thanks (: I need some motivation to go through, and you gave me some. yeah . I sucks (:
Jodenia : what.. the juice ROCKS OKAYY. :D haha.updating. after so long. LOL
Maya : lol? siao ah. I sucks lah ! LOL. ask nabil-hater (: hohoho.
Kristie : LOL, shifu arh ! aiyo. get liao mah. haha (:
Yuhui : hoho. this post gonna be really a long one. LOL. to me I guess. haha.
Sherlyn : haha, hellohello (:
Kristie : woah. kristie back ley ! haha. agree with you ah, talk to ya the most out of the people I know in bvps and are now in other schools eh. hoho.
:D : haha. yeah. just go with the flow. thanks for tagging (:
Jodenia : okay.. hi . bye. hahaha.
Sherlyn : lol.. can get stressed up de.. can don't smile mah. hoho. can fake a smile though. eheheh.
Joyce : ha. hello ~ heard you left to china for visits or something . well. takecare yeah. (:
Bbsian : alright. all the best for your hurdles in life too (:
Fidah : yoyoyo. (:
Nicole : ha. yeah. I'm ignoringg. yeah. all the best. but since I replied too late, all the best for final-years arh !
Rachel : ha, yeah. I miss NDP T.T It turned out to be niceee.
Freddie : linked. impatient ah you -.-
Jodenia : yeahyeahyeah. add oil arh !
Latifah : ha, all the best to you too then. being stressed is good though. hah
Rachel : lol. alright. takecare and all the best for finalyears.
Kristie : lac-inggg. hahaha.
Sherlyn : Yoyo, it doesn'ttttttt. okay.. it might works for ya. but it doesn't for me bah . hohoho. thanks for tagging btw.
Mabel : ha. 2 months left with 2e3, hope it goes worthwhile . haha. takecare too. yeah. DINO IS RAWRRRING. LOLLL.
Noob Jokes: ha. thanks? it's not nice lah. dying alr. LOL. btw, you are? terng fei? o.O
Cherie : CHERIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Yo ! :D
IreneTio : hah. hey ex-classmate (: yeah. meet up soon I hope. It's been long since I seen 6joy. Guessed all of us changed alot luh. haha. takecare (:
Juz : Helloooo. (:
Jodenia : hah. yeah. nothing to say le. hoho.
Sharmain : woah. YOU TAGGED?! O.o LOL. thanks for tagging (:
Sherlyn : ahha. it makes sense rightt. haha. thanks for tagging yeah.
Suhaimi : oh no. it's too late to apologiseeeeee. LOL. yeah man. act like monkey ! wooo. LOL.
Sarah : Hello. you are? o.o

YESSS. I'VE DONE IT. I'VE REPLIEDDDDDDDDD . WOOO. LOL
Alright. takecare peeps (:

2008-08-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

If a student don’t understand, it may be his fault, but teach him.
If a student fails his test, it may be his fault, but understand that he tried, and his work is not crap.
If a teacher don’t have the patience to teach, hand the job to someone else then.
Even if a teacher had all the time in the world to teach, but lack patience and positiveness,
Understand that it is just not the right career and nothing more.
Nothing less.

I SERIOUSLY AGREE WITH THISSSSS . taken from forget-from-where.

ha.
hey people again. guess that I'm in the light of the mood today? after the depressing post, decided to relive what I always been doing actively. sports !

really glad the endorphins worked well, psychologically,
now there should be a mass update soon.
haven't been replying the tags as well.
ohwell, thanks to everyone that asked me to cheer up. all the best to all in their lives too (:
takecare all.

2008-08-12T21:27:00.004+08:00

Hey people.

I guess I won't be updating like I promised to..
Been real down recently..
But have been putting up a fake smile and fake laughter in front of people,
A mask to cover it all..

I know there's a need to have a positive outlook towards life, but I've faced reality.

Reality is Reality. It will happened, or already have.

I can't turn back time to fix all my mistakes, and I'll try to give it my all and all that I have.

I've stopped believing.
Being positive doesn't help.
Yes, Family.
I'm a total failure, like what you all have already been talking about.

But nevertheless, I will try to give it in my all, and will strive for the better, no matter what it takes.

It can be late now, but effort is effort.
To me, it's never too late. I'll still have a chance in life sooner or later.

Reading about advice, tips, whatever... seriously doesn't help much.

Wish there's some people out there that know me well,
and we could help each other out, in whatever that we face..

but it's just a fantasy to me.
everyone's busy coping and with their own group of friends.

I'll just learn how to independent.. sooner or later..
I've already have been trying to be ..

I've not much to type, even though I really want to.

This blog is on Hiatus, maybe I'll edit the posts that I would want to update.. eventually.
Maybe I'll just delete it , or let it die by itself..

ohwell, you can tag if you want to, but if it is full of nonsensical rubbish and I do not know you,
there's no doubt it will be deleted.

You can drop me an SMS or whatever, and I'll get back to you.
for a friendly chat or a question? I don't know.

trying real hard, but there's nothing to be out of it.
been real depressed.
life's too short to start worrying about,

and then, I stopped believing.

2008-08-09T11:13:00.003+08:00

- to be edited.

sorry peeps for the delay. gotta update alot soon. after all that, changing URL :D

Happy Birthday Singapore !

Go NDP Performers ! Look out for BBSS' one yeah.
Good luck to all, but most importantly, have fun and do your best.
Live up to our motto ! BE OUR BEST ! haha. alright. see ya peeps around.

2008-08-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

-to be edited :D

2008-08-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

Ass.

Fine, call me weak, call me that.

I'll make sure..
I'll come back,
Higher, Faster, Better, Stronger.

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alright peeps, will reply tags and update soon.

Bumper Issue coming soon ! :D

2008-08-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

For all the time I've been putting in, all what I sacrificed for..

.................................. gone to waste.

screw this. I think I'll just give up on this and focus on other realistic things.
this getting stupid, retarded, and whole lot nonsensical.

I don't care anymore.

this rubbish is getting real stupid, I don't care about it anymore.
I've given in.
I sacrificed for this nonsense? what f*CK.
screw you.

2008-07-31T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hello people !

decided to make a quick post.. and lengthen it just... by a litttttttleeeee bit .

Yuhui loh, commented that my post before this was "uber long ! " LOL. funny ass. -.-

okay lah. life's been kinda hectic and stuff, been hitting the gym alot lately.. since there's barely time to run, really wanna catch up on mah studies soooon.. I hope it's not too late..

I seriously need the maths foundation built up.. mine's totally weak.. hais..

anyway, look on the bright side, I'm slowly developing an interest for badminton after all.. besides..

to excel in a sport or any other thing, you must have a passion, then there would be performance.
without passion, your time spent will be put to waste.

haha. so yeah.. lazy to decorate my text with bold and italic fonts and stuff.. so yeah..

friday's tomorrow.. NDP Preview on Saturday.. will try to update during tomorrow's night yeah. hopefully.

still no inspiration of the URL I'm gonna change to.. that explains the absence of my posts. ha.

didn't manage to sign up for NUS RUN 2008, since there's no one to run with, and it's dreadfully boring taking part alone..

anyone knows whether the Bukit Batok CSC Road Runners are still up ? been with sgrunners lately, but it's more fun to run with the neighbourhood peeps.

hope that everyone else out there are training well / practicing on their interests .. sports, music, art, anything at all ! so.. yeah..

hope there's time for me to wake up ..

takecare !

if there's a way to find the path back again, I'll do anything for it.
in the night, full of solitude and reclusion, you'll always find me there. sitting by the corner, looking through..

2008-07-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Pretty much a screwed up day today, with the ndp rehearsal and all..

well, a long day has ended, another one tomorrow.

so yeah. takecare people (:

2008-07-19T09:50:00.002+08:00

Helloo again.

haha, nothing much to do, might as well do a quick post before I head out of the house.

not going to care anymore about the bullsh*t that I'm currently facing,
just live it through, calmly and slowly.

it's better to stay calm and happy, rather than being messed up and pissed off, ain't it ? hah. yeahh. (:

well, NE Show 3 is later on. another tiring day perhaps :/ , and there's no time to relax for the weekends anyway. there's still stuff on Sunday. but nevermind, I had my rest yesterday.
decided to skip everything and just head home to sleep :D

haha, so.. yeah. will be changing my URL, my blogskin, altogether REAL SOON.

tag replies the next proper post I'll be doing.. eventually? hahaha.

takecare people, don't fall ill, stay healthy :D
peace out !

2008-07-16T23:06:00.008+08:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I WANT TO GIVE UP.

GIVE UP !

GIVE UP !

So it's suppose to be my fault for existing?

Who the %@!$ made me in the first place.

Just after one long, tiring day,
all these bullsh*t start to dump on me now.

what the %!#!?

GIVE ME SOME SPACE.

Where do I stand in this damned world huh?

this week is horrid.

HORRID.

now NEVER LOOKING FORWARD TO ANY DAY OF THIS DAMNED WEEK !

there is no need to dig up a grave,
I'm already living in hell.

I don't care anymore :D

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Just hope the others are enjoying their week.
be optimistic people, things should be going smoothly for you guys.
enjoy life (:

over and out.

2008-07-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

Screw this...

Life is in a mess, D:

Someone save me from this living torture..

if only I lived in a typical way of life, where everyone's happy..

I can't take this..

ENOUGH !

seriously not looking forward to tomorrow.
$%@#..

how long, HOW LONG , would I'll still be trying to make you proud.. you're never proud of what I am, what I can do. never, ever... at all..

2008-07-15T21:17:00.002+08:00

LOL. HEY !

wah ley, didn't post for a week plus? hah, besides, no kick to update anyway, life's been monotonous all the way.

nothing much to update, well yeah.

Anyone want to run the 10km RUN-NUS 2008?

hah, kidding, hard to find anyone who wanna do it anyway. Just asking anyway.

BVPS Open House passed quite recently ago, didn't manage to find the time to say a hello to teachers down there.

regarding NDP, 2 NE Shows Previews down, 2 more to go !

hopefully our lighting won't be that cocked up the next time around..
especially with the "extra rehearsal" tomorrow.

when the heck would people find time to rest?
and that means lesser time for me to catch up and improve on my maths too..
-sigh-, hopefully time will fly, and there's time during the weekends to catch up studying too.

Decided to stop on trainings, since competitions are going to a full stop end. so yeah. more time to study.. besides, this period is kinda crucial..

we have to think that far in order to choose our subject selection huh..
wow, guess maturity is needed well starting from now eh?

should be changing my URL sooner or later,
I SERIOUSLY FIND THIS CRAP OF A URL SUPER CORNYYY -.-

Hah, alright then.

Tag Replies !
wanzhen : -.- no need lah. LOL. for what seh somemore. hahaha.
Sherlyn : will update at a SLOW pace. lazy laaa -.-
Sammie : oh my tian, NO SPAMS PLS ! -.-
ridzwan : what the heck. siala. LOL.
Mabel : yes ! and i'm updating again.. (finally). hahah.
Jodenia : YES . SLEEP IS GOOOOOOODDDDDD :D
Sherlyn : hah, things will get better sooner or later mah. so just live it through with optimism loh. hah. thanks for tagging.
Shihui : aiyo, got your pictures long ago already right. and to answer your question.. no I haven't. -_- ..
Jodenia : LOL. Ahma is young at heart nehhh. LOL.
Naruto : hello SHIHAO. hahah. thanks for tagging yeah (:
wanzhen : p5 kiddos all the way loh.. until the actual day.. T.T
Freddie : lol.. also never link me somemore.. LOL. finefine, will link ya (:
W-Alif-Y : damned umbrella. that's all I want to say. the rest.. oh shit, too embarassing. LOL.
nicole : hah, no problem. NO SPAM PLS ! thank you (:
Naruto : haha, good luck for the rest of it too.. all the way until the real ndp yeah (:
Jodenia : UPDATINGGGGGGGGG !! -.-

YESSS. DONE !!
hah.
over and out !
takecare peeps :D

2008-07-05T09:09:00.007+08:00

Hello there ! :D Finally decided to update properly I guess? hahaha. been a long while.. getting tired of using blogspot already.. which explains why I don't update much. haha. maybe switching to livejournal or something? Or just change my url and whole thing altogether.

My current url really does sound damn corny please. hahaha. will be changing it soon (:

life's getting up and down at times I guess? well, I've had enough of all of it. is just a matter of whether they accept who I am. But nevertheless, I would still respect them , regardless whether they treat me like some stranger or somewhat.

guess they are not really true friends afterall..
friends respect each other for who they are and accept it.
i've already been doing this, but where's the respect back?
you all should have known that I'm like this, and I've also been tolerating.
blah, enough of all these. I would still respect them,
it's all up to them to treat me like thrash or a normal FRIEND.

haha, enough.

well, NDP performance later on, our audience is the p5 little kiddos and parents? hahaha.
NE SHOW 1 !
I'm just positioned at the front of the sopranos on my first position..
ohno, I hope it's not too deafening. hahahaha :D

well, time to reply tags then. it's been like so long.. hahaha.

Tag Replies !
Fidah : Yalor.. I need strepsils.. poor me.. hahaha :P
wanzhen : Haha, i'm not that kind of person kay, i'm normal. hahahaha.
phoebe : okay. takecare then.
Mabel : haha, okay, will jiayou . you too jiayou on life ah? thanks for tagging. alright, takecare !
Jodenia : sadly, it didn't change.. T.T
Samantha : updating. and oh no, your spam later on. LOL.
Sherlyn : hah, thanks for tagging eh? takecare too.
Nicole : hah, alright. relinking after I update my blog altogether. yeap :D
Haziq : Lol, wah seh. kristie sia.. hahaha

-( samantha's long list of spams -.- ) -

Jodenia : wah. put all the nicknames altogether. not bad. hahaha. updating updating.
Mya : okayokay, will relink ya soon (:
Mr LowTS : aiyo, didn't manage to enjoy my holidays lor.. then now term 3 started already.. no fun ! hah.
Kristie : what the, wear fbt? oh no, BAD MEMORIES. LOL. well, hope there is a 6joy outing soon.. (:
Samantha : LOL. I didn't update about it. cos I only went for like.. 10-20 minutes? =.=
Honkei : NEVER ! LOL. updating laa (:
Kristie : haha, feels right to be at home. LOL.
Wanzhen : -.- , 100plus only.. redbull more fun. hahaha.
Sherlyn : Yoyoyo. haha. yeap. updating.
Kristie : wah, nadin sey.. LOL.
Haziq : woah, relax ah bro. haha.
Kristie : aiyo, no time lah. hahah. too bad. LOL
Haziq : okay, ordinary human.. (really? ) hahaha.
Kristie : woah, pokpok ar. LOL.
Haziq : gays are normal human mah.. but .. problem one. LOL. jk
Kristie : furball? i'm not hairy thank you. LOL.
Jodenia : UPDATING AR ! hahaha.
Kristie (shifu? PUI AR ! ) : LOL. so pro lor. hahah.
Sherlyn : okayokay, roger that. updatinggg.
Melissa : HAHA, NO MORE PLEDGE DUTY. YEAH ! *twist*. LOL ~
Kristie : don't want leh. LOL. shifu teach lousy stuff one. LOL.
Fidah : harhar.. =.= evil ar you.
Sherlyn : okay. UPDATING AND REPLYING. haha, but -ahem ahem want to dig out ahemahem from that ahemahem lorrr- . hahaha.
Nicholas : haha. fun right. lol~
Jodenia : LOL. GO MABEL ! JIAYOU ! Hahahaha. :D
Nicholas : tagged at your blog before. haha. go take a look (:
RELINK : okay. will relink soon (:
Nicole : yoyo. haha.
Nicholas : will find it soon yeah? hahaha.
Mabel : yalor yalor. how can I not support ya. LOL.
Haziq : LOL, tagged at your blog about it. haha.
Jodenia : hah, updating more. LOL. shoelace war eh? LOL.
Haziq : LOL.
Nicole : updatingg. haha.
Jodenia : LOL. relax ah. haha.
Wanzhen : LOL, all the best to you too. the pants ar.. *tight* siol. LOL.
Sherlyn : hah, you're the one that need to jiayou more for now laaa. LOL. thanks for tagging. takecare too (:

YEAH ! FINALLY FINISHED ! LOL.
alright. see you all peeps (:
takecare ! :D

2008-07-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

OMG.

NDP's tomorrow.

Possibility wearing the costume?

and the costume is...

..

..

TOTALLY GAY.

Bye People :D

2008-06-28T09:17:00.002+08:00

Hello people. HaHaHa.

Still no inspiration to start posting longer and reply my list of tags since don't know how long ago?

LOL.

NDP's later on. 2nd Combine Rehearsal. Woh, hope it's quite fun.

Busy weekend. Damn. Sunday, don't wanna even think about it. Busy busy.

I need the strength to carry on, but where is it? Been lacking in everything that I'm living for. Need to wake up. studies going to a dead full stop if I never start practicing.. but there's no motivation..

Low Self-Esteem ..

ARGH. I NEED REST AND TIME TO THINK .. !
Damn it laa.. even on weekday nights, super busy? Preparing, training, trying to revise.
but there is seem to be no productive results. -hais- ,

I don't care about the damned rubbish I hear and isn't important anyway.
Ignorance is bliss right? (:

Yup.. will find the inspiration to post longer and reply tags SOON !
till then,
take care people :D

2008-06-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

Wow, what the heck? I last posted on 30th MAY . holy. like super long ago? now's the 22nd.

hmm, sorry ah peeps, didn't know I was this lazy to update, even when I use the computer at night. LOL.

nothing much to update anyway, so don't see a point to blog? hah.

kay, a quick one already. hahaha. will reply tags the next time around.
school's tomorrow. going to die there :D

2008-05-30T14:33:00.004+08:00

Hello ! ahha. I'm here again. This going to be a short post I guess? Yeap, will update again tomorrow, after all the activities tomorrow? NDP, Band Concert... etc.

Posting a quick one cos' there's Badminton BBQ later in the evening.. hope it's as enjoyable like last year? Although I forgot a single piece of crap that happened during last year's BBQ, except coach's sotong. LOL~ Hah.

Yesterday was full of NDP practice? and I BLOODY TORE MY BLOODY PANTS THAT NIGHT. WTF ! Super unlucky I guess. -.- , panicked throughout the whole evening - night. LOL.

Fun Fact about my torn pants ! - THE HOLE is SIX CENTIMETERS IN DIAMETER !

Hah, will post about it in the next proper post. Hmm , nothing to say about.. and there's 3 hours left before the BBQ starts, just enough for me to do nothing . that sounds kinda oxymoronic but.. who cares? Ha.

Back to post !

hmm, It's getting kinda annoying, finding what I can benefit from if I stay in BBSS, my grades are slipping.. my performance in non-academics stays the same and goes on in a monotonous pace, all is going downhill for me I guess.. -.- F* life !

Arrr, what to do now.. bah.. almost the first week of holidays have passed ? Wow, it's bloody fast? With all the NDP and all the trainings and whatever bullshit occuring. The next thing you know, Term 3 start already ! That's kinda scary, cos I haven't managed to get a good firm grasp in my Mathematics and Physics.. -.- gotta mug one day .. but what the hell, I'm not that free. -.-

Hmm, is this considered short? LOL. ahha, gotta end this with Tag Replies !

Tag Replies
Fidah : LOL, wise? hmm, I doubt it.. haha... *cough* Shiny *cough* , note: I didn't say it's you hor ! LOL.
Ivan : LOL, yalar yalar.. haha. your life is quite enjoyable that you can post everyday huh. . Lol. thanks for tagging !
WanZhen: NONONO. LOL. I'm NOT CHEEKOHPEI. LOL. don't think siao. haha.. already have alot of nicknames already laa.. -.-
Kristie: Hmm? somewhat for you? maybe I guess :D , hahha. wah, really wear the orange FBTs to your class bbq wor.. not bad. hahahah.
Maya: WHAT HOLE?! You didn't see ANYTHING ! If you did... HORHOR, PERVERT. LOL. kidding. hahahaha.

2008-05-27T20:28:00.009+08:00

Hello people ! Haha, how's life going on for you people yeah? Super busy nowadays.. and most people I know are going through the life too.

Equation of the month ! Holidays = No Holidays = No Life. Hah, yeap. Life is super busy nowadays, especially when the first semester of school ended and when all hell broke loose. All kinds of trainings , practices , all freaking bullsh*t start to pour onto our schedules. Why can't they see our busy lives before choosing us to do something? Aren't there so many people out there that are so free that they can afford to slack around? I wish I was one of the few who could.. Looking back , Year 2007 was full of life, almost everyone wishes to turn back time, but it's impossible.. we just have to carry on..

Hold on... Hold on..

When life can be fiery as the sky, we must hold on, gripping onto the ropes dangling from above, never let go... and when you need support at the greatest extent, it all falls back and turns against you..

Life can be super lifeless, but we need to carry on, even without the support of those close ones around you, when they turn their back against you and you have nothing to be happy about, you just have to carry on,

There would always be a rainbow after the heavy downpour of rain.

Soon, everything would be paid off, so endure and live it through people !

When life screws you up, then screw life, right down, HARD.

So people, Happy holidays ! Hope you people try to make use of the time to the fullest ! You will benefit a whole lot from it, DO NOT SLACK ! So work hard people !

I noticed something that happened over the period of a few weeks,

Have been talking to Kristie over the MSN and stuff and realised I miss her a lot and the others that made my time in BVPS worthwhile !

Seriously.

Kristie have been my sitting partner for like.. three years? And as quoted from her blog, we do a lot of stupid things but fun and entertaining stuff together , along with Nicholas and the rest. You all made my life worthwhile during my Primary Schooling days people !

You all will be greatly missed by me ! Hope to see you people soon ! Surely all have changed over the span of two years spent in Secondary School , and I bet everyone wouldn't recognise each other that well? Haha, hope to catch up on each other lives yeah? (:

Really hope to see you people soon !

Haha, yeah.. I really miss those bunch of fun people. Too bad we didn't bond as much as how we bonded with our friends in secondary school.. if we did, we would be close as ever !

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Time for tag replies ! I would not be summarising the tags, to get rid of confusion. Haha !

Tag Replies !
Sherlyn: Hah, okay. relinked already. (:
Nicole: haha, yeap, especially when the weather is hot, you gotta cool down with the rain ! hah, results are horrid.. T.T
Jodenia: haha, takecare too ! :D
Rachel: haha, thanks for linking ! takecare (:
Alif: HEY! Long time no see eh friend? Haha, hope to meet and see each other real soon. (: and frying pan doesn't work ! :D
Samantha: alright, will thank you for the tag since you're bo liao and came here. haha.
Alif: Will take note of it, takecare man :D
Mabel: Yalor ! Just updated leh! LOL. haha. thanks for tagging, and there is a POSSIBLE LINKB BETWEEN TURTLES AND MS I TELL YOU ! :D
Kristie: Yeah, miss you alot leh! Meet up soon !
Yuhui: LOL, I suck laaa, no need to bully alright ! hehehe.
Jia Sheng : HELLO JELLY SOCKS ! :D
Jodenia: hhaha, alright, thanks for the concern. I'm optimistic again ! Yeah, will work harder. You too !
Shihui: RAWR !
Jiayu : wow, so many languages. I'm stupid laaa, LOL. Don't bother to translate it over ! haha. I'm blacker than you , that's for sure. haha -.-
Yuhui: LOL, YOUR MAGICAL OWL ! :D
Mabel: haha, thanks for tagging, I haven't done my best ! You, me , and everyone else have potential to do BETTER ! So JIAYOU ! :D
Maya: WHAT NABILLA EH?!?!
Samantha: haha, no problem. just ignore these sorts of people and everything will be alright !
Kristie: HAHA , I'm a nice friend? Well, thank you for the compliment, FRIEND ! :D
Jodenia: haha, thanks for tagging ! you too takecare !
Nicole: THREE TIMES?! HOLY CRAP ! Haha. well hope everyone enjoyed the outing... although it's like.. Boys one side, Girls one side.. -.-" and the occasional get-together.. very short ones.. :X
Kristie: Haha yup yup. It's coming soon ! :D
Ivan: woohoo! updating! hahaha.
Melissa: My last turn for the term have passed alright ! WE THE CITIZENS OF SINGAPORE ! :D
Mabel: Haha, you too have a great June Holiday! I'm super busy.. but nevermind :D
Yuhui: haha, now i'm posting, and you updated few days ago ! haha.
:) - er, there isn't any hateful emotions or whatsoever.. and I don't bother about anything at all luh, I learn how to ignore what's not important. I don't care what it's happening at all since the start anyway. Hah, okay. will say Hi. didn't hear the last time. so sorry if you people thought I ignored. Haa. thanks for tagging !
Nicole: haha, thanks for the tag ! updating !
Kristie: NICOCO?! HOLY ! haha. cute lah he. :D
Jodenia: REALLY?! YEW TEE HAVE AR! LET'S GO ! Haha :D
Fidah: woah, you're SHOCKED ! haha..
Lim Hui: Wow, surprised you know who am I leh. haha. will link you soon , takecare junior ! Enjoy the holidays !
Kristie: KRISTIE ! I MISS YOU TOO! Haha. (:
Ivan: I have no idea.. LOL, shiny.. IT BLINDS !! haha.
Jodenia: dingdong bell not working ley... haha. UPDATING !
Wanzhen : wow, you know who I am? LOL. powerful. haha. but still, HORHOR , TAKE PICTURE.. hhaha. you too have fun during the holidays ! takecare ! will link you soon !
Nicole: UPDATING! hahahah.
Sherlyn: Hello there ! haha, thanks for tagging. you too takecare !
Kristie: yalor yalor ! Orange rocks leh ! haha :D

Okay, DONE!
Takecare peeps !

2008-05-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hey people ! LOL. Nothing to do now, so just post a quick one. heh. Not going to be my normal posts cos just want to type this post for fun? haa, well, had NDP today. the Sun was god damn HOT. I've turn to a burnt cup of pudding luh.. Any takers? haha..

Well, things going on in class is getting PRETTY rampant.. and I still don't get it, even in class, outside school, almost everywhere whom I know people, everything has to be blamed upon me -.-

What did I do to you people anyway? I didn't do anything at all. I just be my normal usual self, talking to friends and stuff, in school, during external trainings, in the community with neighbours and stuff, and when bad stuff happen, all has to be targeted at me?

Just one thing to point out, if you want to verify whatever problem you have against me, tell it straight to my face personally, and I'll gladly tell you the truth. Even in class, about the don't know what crap. Has to be me. During jamming outside ? Wrong tuning of strings, all have to be blamed at me. wow, what's next which I don't know?

Most likely other things which I most likely don't know what's going on, have to be blamed at me huh?

Well, if you people think that way, then fine. But if you want to know the real truth, hear it straight from my mouth. -.-

bah, haha. kay. got to go then. see ya all !

2008-05-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

Hahahah. God, how long have I not been updating?! finally got my ass up and landed onto the blogger account.. hahha. well, exams are over, and there's nothing much to celebrate.. cos I will die during PTM ! -.- All the best to you people !

Oh ya, visit e4's blog to see Ivan's running. It's so damn cool can. hahaha. hmm, life's getting okay now and then.. today had the freaking NDP practice at Bedok Camp.. We were like stoning there like for don't know how long.. and having breaks.. for nothing that we did. LOL.

I'm getting black cos of the freaking sun. -.- from primary school skin until black and now BURNT SKIN . holy crap. I'm black. -.-

well. there's nothing much to do until tuesday.. Monday's E-Learning day, freaking ass.. I rather go to school .. at least there's something to do.. slack and talk to friends ! hahaha.

trained today.. kinda hard I guess.. training in cardio is hard to improve at.. >:( well. hope everyone who is practicing to be their best in what they do gets it ! haha. thanks yuhui for letting us go to your house. TOY WAR ! hahaha. Honkei is going to get my wrath soon. HAHAHA. XD . damn fun to be with the guys. next time WAR again arh guys? yeahhh. (:

Tag Replies !
Yuhui : Wow, you finally tagged. LOL. haha thanks for the tag !
Shahmi : haha, i'm updating right? haha thanks for tagging. takecare (:
Jodenia : HAHA. Fifty percent won't ! (: at least. hahha.
Melissa : LOL. Pledges? hmm. next two weeks lor (: skipped this week cos no paper for sec twos. HAHA heng ar !
ShiHui : hello person who call me nabilah -.- haha. wow, didn't know the founder of the vegetarian club can RAWR. LOL. haha. takecare.
Rachel : haha. thanks for the tag then. takecare !
Janet : THERE ! I SEE THE WORD 'NABILAH' -.- thanks for the tag ! wth. still deciding lahh.. T.T
Qingqing : fine, enjoy calling me 'nabilah' while you can. HAHAHA. thanks for tagging, and yeah. exams are over, and I'm updating aren't I? hahaha
Maya : haha.. stressed out.. hard to decide manzxz -.- thanks for tagging btw !
Nicole : haha. thanks for tagging bytheway. you too takecare. all the best for the results of the MYE's !
Jasmin : woah, grandmaster jasmin, I shall do your job as the few of the chosen ones. HAHAHA. takecare ! hope 6joy gets together !
Samantha : hahaha... you too takecare. and I'm blacker lor -.- bangla ! LOL.
Kristie : HAHA. crappy ass. (: takecare ! sitting partner of 3 years. HAHA. bully nicoco and me with your smileys. T.T SPELLING PROFESSIONAL (:
Rachel : haha. linked ya. you too jiayou with your sports and studies and basically life? haha. takecare !
Sherlyn : wow, getting retarded ar? haha kidding. yeah. enjoy it while you can. takecare.
Kuan Yee : yoyo ! relinked already ! haha. takecare. gosh, I didn't know I have a looong nickname. hahaha.
Nicholas : HEY NICHOLASSSSSSS. hahaha. long time no see eh? BOOKWORM BOOK AND CLEAN AND GREEN BAG. HAHAHA. cute luh you during p1. takecare bro (:
Ivan : UPDATING LE. LOL. haha. sexy boy. LOL. your sprint damn cool la :D
Mabel : LOL. yoyo. she who owns a turtle that resembles mas selamat. LOL. takecare. thanks for tagging !

haha. phew. finished ! haha.takecare guys ! (:

2008-04-29T19:07:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

Oh god, I didn't post for a quite a long time ! haha . SORRY ! SORRY ! SORRYYY FOR NOT POSTING ! Well, was quite in the rough patch of life for the past two months now, but feel normal now (: Hahaha.

Well, life starting to go well from today onwards I guess? Got over some issues and stuff.. well. Now's the exam period, and I should be studying now, *hey, I did ! hahaha* , but just want to post some quick stuff.

Well, guess that the crap in class have calmed down now, due to the exams, but only God knows who the hell would make it rampant again. -sigh-

well, cannot post much ! maths and literature exam tomorrow ! well, good luck people ! JIAYOU ! :D

Tag Replies from 6th of April
Samantha : Hahaha, thanks for tagging ! takecare.
Nicole : pfft, milodino.. -.- yala , you rock la, you rock la.. =.=
Jiayu : Hm, want to see the ghost huh?! hahahaha. link you soon alright ! takecare!
Kristie : Smiley invasion, my books got invaded. hahahah. meet up soon yeah? takecare ! jiayou ! :D what girlf.. LOL..
Shahmi : Lol, pledge duty is kinda for slackers. like me ! XD
Jodenia : YOU ARE GOONDU ! GOONDUGOONDUGOONDUGOONDU ! LOL.
Melissa : how about the second time? hahaha. :D thanks for tagging btw !
Haqs : Lol. hello senior (: well okay bah. hope that the upcoming trainings are going to be productive.. haha (:
Ivan : POSTING !!
Joyce : thanks for tagging! takecare !
Sherlyn : okay, updating... hahaha. thanks for tagging . takecare.
Mabel : hahah, no problem ! jiayou on that day alright ! :D
Fidah : -.- g5 g5.. haha.
Jasmin : hi, hahah, 6joy reunion real soon yeah? takecare (:
Aloy : YO ALOY !! LOYLOY AH ! hahaha XD
Honkei : UPDATING -.-
Maya : hahaha flower boy ! WAHAH! LOL. thanks for tagging. takecare .
Yuhui : haha ! I puke for you to see ! XD
Winsor : hey winsor ! takecare ! thanks for tagging btw ! :D
Carline : hello ! I AM LINDSAY LOHAAAAAN :D LOL. that was a lame but good joke ! hahaha. thanks for tagging, oh oh, i feel so honoured. LOL.
Nicholas : will relink soon ! takecare (:

-wow, i grouped the names so that it would be shorter and the tag replies are still so long, wow, i didn't post for so long !

Kay guys . DONE ! takecare ! will try to update soon , since i'm feeling alright after the two months. hell yeah ! :DD

2008-04-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Just want to post quickly. will post longer tomorrow. THANKS TO HONKEI, that made me log in to blogger, no choice but to post quickly huh? haha. will post a proper post with tag replies and all . well, all the best for the exams ! good luck studying people ! and seniors and others who are going for the national crosscountry, JIAYOU ARH ! haha. Okay people, those who told me to update. SEE I'm UPDATING ! LOL. but will do a PROPER one tomorrow. promise ! haha. takecare people ! :DD

2008-04-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies !
Kuan Yee : Wah, a damn long nickname ley .. hahaha !
Jia Hui : Lol.. headless.. -.-
Nicole : Bleh, I don't know what to do with the class lah.. life is screwed :/
Fidah : .. -.- hello.
Melissa : LOL. Nabila sounds nicer? Up to you bah. haha
Suhaimi : will relink ya soon. takecare dude.
Melissa : alot of things luh. shan't say.. too messed up le... Xiongwei poser.. -.- wth. is he buy the shoes AFTER ME ONE LAR !! haha.
Shahmi : LOL. grats to you too ? haha.
Ivan : well, I did got it. hooray ! LOL. Thanks? hahaha. takecare .
silent : er.. wth? who are you.. no crap in my tagboard please . thanks.
Janet : LOL. you too jiayou for badminton. I'm a kacang ! (nut) . hahaha. Linked ya already :D
Jodenia : haha, thanks for tagging. you too takecare then !

Well, end of the tag replies. takecare all !

2008-04-05T14:00:00.003+08:00

Hello people !

Sorry for not posting much. Alot of things happened over the week .. especially in class. Hais, lies, lies, and more lies. Well now I finally got the time to post, let's begin !

Well, 0104 was April's Fools and IVAN'S BIRTHDAY ! So happy belated birthday to IVAN ! Yeah x4 !

0204 was Sports Day . Wearing the COE shirt gives a distinct sense of belonging to the house, although COE got the bottom 2 places for this year Sports Day, no matter ! We shall try our best for next year ! Got 3rd for 400m event cos Suthev was disqualified ? Well, I didn't know how it happened but I know I didn't deserved it.. Aiya.. injury here, injury there.. Congrats to all winners of sports day anyway !

nothing much happened after that.. except during Friday, went to listen to the briefing of Secondary Twos Subject Selection . I'm in a dilemma -.- , don't know what to choose.. Triple Science? or Double Humanities ? After I got the lousy 0/20 due to my heck care attitude for the maths test, realised I have been slacking ALOT all these while.. finally I have the drive to do things like last year again.. finally I'm catching up. I must work hard for what I want in life. and the subject selection could be one of them.. Now I will be no longer in the bottom 5 or what not . I must catch up on my maths and science ..

Heard from those who went to supper after that, they enjoyed huh? Lol. glad that you all enjoyed eating together . hahaha. didn't know you all were going or something.

Well. today seem like a good day to catch up on rest or something..
Anyone know a place which sells Timbuk2 or Chrome bags? I'm looking for it. thanks if you have any info. thanks alot guys.

Well, got to go then. Take care peeps ! Rest well for the weekend !

I lost the person now,
I have nothing more to look up for this few weeks.
hope everything goes well in e3, and to everyone's life too.
my life is screwed .
despite you saying it's never too late,
I wished it was, but it will never happen,
I lost it, and now I shall focus on what I want for my life.
No more thinking of the someone anymore.

2008-03-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hello people, think it's just tag replies for today.

Totally have no mood currently? Fed up with people in 2e3. :/

Tag Replies as of 2nd of March.
Melissa : LOL ? Don't know what to reply, the tag so long ago already. LOL.
Fidah : I DIDN'T HAVE A HAIRCUT THAT TIME ! But I did for the past week, and it looks horrible. LOL.
Sherlyn : Grey is cool what... Lol.
JiaHui : Lol. Run well ? Well, no luh. You too have to run well.. I guess? hahha.
Yuhui : Lol, long ago passed already . hahaha.
Sherlyn : er, thanks? LOL.
Angela : Hello ang-ELLA, ELLA ELLA, A , A ~ LOL. thanks I guess? haha.
Maya : Lol, hahaha. thanks.
Melissa : LOL, nabila -.- *Yay Melissa ~ * LOL.
Jodenia : Lol, Dinosaur ROAR !
Jar-ED : heh, the march holidays are sucky, thanks though :D
Alisa : LINKED !
Mabel : haha, thanks for keeping it lively when I'm at camp? hahaha.
Nicole : LOL. JJ YEAH ! YEAH x4 ! LOL.
AloY : Lol. now recovered le. hahaha.
Sherlyn : haha, well you too takecare ~ !
Maya : LOL. UPDATED LIAO EH !
Kuan Yee : DINO STRONG ! DRINK .. MILO ! LOL.
Mardiah : ahaha. grats to you too for getting first in your category ! (linked long ago ehs , haha )
JiaHui : Haha, I'm well already. haha.
Fidah : SMILING ! LOL.
Irene : YOYO ! XD
AloY : wth. BO LIAO ARH ! HAHA.
FC FREAK : LOL.
Nicole : Yeap, must smile each day ~ haha.
Jodenia : I'm ganbatte-ing.. ? hahah.
Sherlyn : LOL. recovered liao. woohoo. haha.
Mabel : Updated ! you too takecare !
Samantha : AMAH STRONG ! LOL. haha. thanks for tagging ~
Jodenia : haha, thankyouthankyou.
AloY : hahaha, thanks thanks thanks.
JiaHui : Thanks for tagging !
Sherlyn : Updated. haa ~
Angela : wah seh. can tired one seh ! catwalk catwalk. pose. pose. catwalk again~ LOL.
Shahmi : LOL, fashion showww ~
Nicole : aye, trying to overcome the stress ~
Melissa : bilbil? LOL. then you eh.. melmel? sasa? LOL. :X
Suhaimi : Aye, PUT FOR FUN LA !
Ivan : Lol, recovered most of it. haha. you too take care ! thanks for tagging !

Phew, replied all already. haha. takecare all !

2008-03-26T20:18:00.005+08:00

Hey people ! Been quite a long time since I posted. Well yeah, sorry about that people. Wanted to recover and get away from the stress of projects and the recovering stage of my illness.

Hm, yeah. Well, guessed decided not to elaborate on what happened today, kinda pissed me off whenever I reflect what happened today. What I can say is, I sprained my ankle again during P.E lesson. What the hell -.-

Trying to find a suitable blogskin now.. this blogskin is way too melancholic. LOL. Yeap , gotta train hard for badminton.. don't want to stay lousy anymore.. the coach is like .. now focusing on the Secondary Ones, and when there's no Yong Ren or any other Secondary Three senior to train us, then we are slacking whole way through.. -.-

Arh, oh yeah. Second NDP Rehearsal is tomorrow.. wonder what kind of steps we are learning tmorrow. Well, it could be super lame , but there's no choice. We had to perform during NDP, so might as well do the steps during rehearsals properly then.

Well, gotta go then. Shall update tomorrow I guess? The stress is getting lower and lower.. so should be able to post often. Takecare Peeps ~ !

shit you la. because of your fucking attitude,
yuo make me hate 2e3 for the moment.
fuck you. don't have basic courtesy.
shit you . go die la. go eat shit la.
GO TO MOTHER FUCKING HELL LA.

Tags will be replied in the next post. Promise ! well, alot of tags to reply.. but oh well ~

2008-03-17T21:20:00.003+08:00

HO SEH. People say I accuse people. What the hell, is I happen to be told by my friend one okay. I also don't care. I didn't accuse. Is my friend tell me one. then I also don't know they all what, then why should I care? then suddenly got to know they talk bad about me? What the hell, I DIDN'T ACCUSE ANYONE. SOMEONE *which i shouldn't say who* HAPPENED TO SEE . then naturally, want to know the reason. I didn't say it's true what. Don't have to say that I accuse right. kao. don't make assumptions la. I don't know you people. then I also don't care of what the heck. then still go my blog then talk shit about it. this is my blog. it's my right to type what i want here.

So, I WANT TO APOLOGISE AND SAY SORRY TO ANYONE WHO FELT THAT I DID SOMETHING WRONG, ACCUSING SOMEONE OR DOING WHATTHEHELL WOULD I KNOW. IF YOU FELT THAT I DID SOMETHING WRONG, THEN I WANT TO SAY SORRY, BUT DON'T ASSUME OF ME DOING SOMETHING WITHOUT KNOWING FROM MY POINT OF VIEW. THANK YOU PEOPLE.

2008-03-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hello people, once again, I have no time to post like I promised that I would today, sorry, but I just could not take the pain of the illnesses I’m going through for the past few days ever since LINE Camp. The camp totally rocked. Too bad I wasn’t in the spirits much during the camp, if not it would be much more fun. Heh.. will elaborate about it tomorrow, will edit in this post about it. So watch this space people.

Tags will be replied in the next post or whenever I feel okay.
For those who are feeling sick like me, GET WELL SOON !
For all that is NOT sick, DON’T GET SICK !

Haha. Take Care People.

2008-03-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hey people.

No Time. Got to go in a very fast time. Camp tomorrow.

On Hiatus for Three Days. Just try to keep my tagboard lively? thanks alot people :D

Will do a proper post when I get back. Take care all !